blessmysoul
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I REMb.. when i first experienced what i presume to call OCD or in this case HOCD.. that i have always had fixations on women's breasts.. and to a lesser extent their butts/backsides but most men do the same ..right when MY OCD flared up 2 yrs ago i began doing the opposite or was a little fixated on mens butts which i wasnt able to stop it was involuntary but that didnt last for long though, i also found myself involuntarily watching a few men 's tongue as they spoke .. that too upon my OCD SPIKES lasted a few months then it was gone .. but here it happens again i never got groinal sensations or anything like that and recently i found myself doing the butt watching again.. is that OCD or perhaps a latent homosexual characteristics.. i have been thru the HOCD cycles like most HOCD sufferers.. but i just felt like asking about the Butt watching i am not sure if ocd sufferers have had this on their lists... CAN ANYONE WITH HOCD , relate to this issue... I MEAN WHAT I NOTICE WHEN I AM LIKE THAT ANYTHING THAT MOVES I WOULD WATCH BE IT A BIRD OR A GUY MOVING THRU SOME CHAIRS ..with women i dont get agitated cause my ocd brain is not affected by my natural tendecies towards women ...WHAT SAY U OUT THERE.. HOCD OR GAY