Are you special?

gsmax5

gsmax5

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Do you ever feel like god made the world and everything for you? I sometimes feel like I'm god's special child and that the whole world is some sort of test for me, and me only. Sometimes I have illusions that other people are unconscious, and that they are basically just flesh-robots put here for me.

I really am going crazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, aren't I?
 
Jake123

Jake123

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Harleyq

Harleyq

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No. I don't think I've ever felt that way :( More often than not, I feel like God's evil prank to my parents. But if God is a supernatural, good being, He would never do that, which means I'd be a product of Satan. So now all I'm sayin is that when I die, he better let me have some marshmallows to toast.
 
Luke1993

Luke1993

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Actually I've had the same thoughts as gsmax. But yeah I used to think that I was the only actual person on the planet and that I was being tested! But now I don't think it's true, because God (or whatever higher power) wouldn't go to all that trouble for little ol' me heehee!

I suppose I'm special, but in a bad way.
 
Harleyq

Harleyq

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Luke1993 said:
Actually I've had the same thoughts as gsmax. But yeah I used to think that I was the only actual person on the planet and that I was being tested! But now I don't think it's true, because God (or whatever higher power) wouldn't go to all that trouble for little ol' me heehee!

I suppose I'm special, but in a bad way.
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There's a REALLY good short story about that somewhere...1st person perspective about some guy in a mental institution who realizes he's the only person on the planet and is being used as an experiment by these higher beings...or is he? Maybe he's just crazy. Maybe he really is the only being and is being manipulated by God and the others are hallucinations. It's really trippy and I wish I remembered what it was called. I read it in my philosophy class and loved it.

If I find it, I should definitely post it here for you guys to read, if you like that kind of sci fi stuff.
 
RedRibbons

RedRibbons

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No. I sometimes think we're just here, with no higher purpose.. Other than this being a waiting room. Sometimes I think what we do on earth matters in our judgment, by whoever that might be. I wonder if we end up judging ourselves. Sometimes I think we're here to learn about how to improve humanity... ::p:

Anyway, no, I'm not magically special, I might have thought that a long time ago but not so much anymore. The world is full of people, not just me.
 
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iwanttogetbetter

iwanttogetbetter

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I don't think God made the world for me. But it feels kind of planned in a way that certain things happen and certain things don't. Its almost like you have a specific path that he wants you to follow but it has obstacles(satan?). You can either learn and grow from it or let it defeat you... gah its 2 late, but im not really sure about God and stuff, im always questioning him...
 
iamthenra

iamthenra

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My momma tells me I'm special everyday! Haha!

Seriously, though... If there is a higher power, I believe that higher power hates me beyond hate... If there is such a thing as hating more than hate? IDK... Kind of feel like I am a puppet on a string, controlled to think (negatively) and see things in a more negative light... I am somehow forced to live in a constant state of worry, depression, frustration till I die.... But that's how my "negative" mind is wired.:confused:
 
Luke1993

Luke1993

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Harleyq said:
There's a REALLY good short story about that somewhere...1st person perspective about some guy in a mental institution who realizes he's the only person on the planet and is being used as an experiment by these higher beings...or is he? Maybe he's just crazy. Maybe he really is the only being and is being manipulated by God and the others are hallucinations. It's really trippy and I wish I remembered what it was called. I read it in my philosophy class and loved it.

If I find it, I should definitely post it here for you guys to read, if you like that kind of sci fi stuff.
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hmm well there's a film which is sorta like that called The Truman Show. But I dunno about a book
 
Phobologist

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Yea I understand. As a child I used to have narcissistic delusions of grandeur. (Its much better since 7th grade). I believed that I was going to become dictator the entire World, ushering in an era of justice and harmony between man and nature. I also believed I would start by becoming the benevolent dictator of the United States. :eek::D:D
 
Jake123

Jake123

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Phobologist said:
Yea I understand. As a child I used to have narcissistic delusions of grandeur. (Its much better since 7th grade). I believed that I was going to become dictator the entire World, ushering in an era of justice and harmony between man and nature. I also believed I would start by becoming the benevolent dictator of the United States. :eek::D:D
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I used to think I was the shit until like 9th grade. I was completely mute by choice because I thought of myself as intellectually above everyone else and they didn't deserve to talk to me. Part of it was because everyone I had been in class with up to that point was completely retarded. I felt like everyone else was scum and I gave no one the time of day. I completely ignored everyone, I didn't even acknowledge their existence. I was always mentally/emotionally advanced for my age, I had a college reading level in 4th grade and I was using the internet and chatting online, making websites, and posting on message boards since 2nd grade. People constantly harassed me and I thought nothing of it because I knew I was better than them. Some guy came up to me and stabbed me with an x-acto knife. I didn't even flinch, I just sat there and smirked a little while the blood ran down my arm and went about my business. After that people thought I was incapable of feeling pain. I had so much self-control that nothing anyone could do could scathe me.

Eventually I developed self-consciousness and my life has been screwed up ever since. I used to just do my own thing, excel in school and not care what anyone else thought. Now the only thing I can think about it what other people think.
 
Phobologist

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Jake123 said:
I used to think I was the shit until like 9th grade...
Eventually I developed self-consciousness and my life has been screwed up ever since. I used to just do my own thing, excel in school and not care what anyone else thought. Now the only thing I can think about it what other people think.
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Well hello doppleganger #2. (Ive allready met another one, so youre #2). Basically we are nearly identical, except I think you are smarter than me. Do you know what your IQ is? Mine is like 90th percentile.
 
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Nack

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I don't believe in god, nor can't really believe in any other god. But I get the idea floating in my head sometimes. But, when i snap back to reality, we're all just flesh trying to achieve our desire everyday.
 
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releaseme

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i believe in a higher power...
and i also get bizarre thoughts at times. some, too bizarre to mention.

ever watch a movie you thought came from a really sick mind?
thoughts are just thoughts to most people.
to some...they take them to the bank.
 
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