Anyone else turn to food?

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missjesss

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Just wondered of anyone else did this my food problem seems to be getting worse I feel defeated like I've been constantly failing at trying to eat right of course I know they r unreastic "rules" I made but as of late I havnt been caring at all and I think I'm getting fatter and just can't stop myself :(
 
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missjesss

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Yeah I fear that I'm going to get fat now it's wat I've been trying to prevent for years since I was 12 and I just can't seem to ditch the eating disorder it'd making me feel rlly down hey I went from strict dieting to bulimia to binge eating then dieting and I did get normal for a bit but now it's just I eat watever and I feel absolutely yuk and can't seem to stop myself :( any advice ??
 
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missjesss

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Yeah see I know all of that I just seem to have lost the motivation to keep trying and get back to the gym I just feel like wat am I doing all this for if I'm shy and socially anxious u know
 
eggpod

eggpod

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I'm planning on rejoining the gym in the new year. Maybe we should have a SPW weight-loss thread to keep us all motivated :)
 
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missjesss

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Whatkatiedid

I so wish you were in Australia I need a female friend who is goung through the same thing as me ! :( yeah I appear to be getting that way I'm a 10 now but I can see I'm getting bigger :( can't seem to beat my eating thing did u have an eating disorder ?
 
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missjesss

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Oh rlly :( yeah I've been battling an eating disorder since I was 14 so annoying Im sure I will get to the point of feeling yuk lol it's only a matter of time lol I just feel Like my whole life has been about body image and how I look I've had enough of it hey

I'll add u to msn wen I go on my computer I'm using my iPhone ATM haha how sad I'm staying in on a Saturday night researching about introversion and going on this site lol
 
Liam17

Liam17

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whatkatiedid said:
Not weird =), I didn't go to the gym because people scared me back then =P, but I used to do 100 sit ups before bed, went on the wii fit, 2 miles bike riding everyday (by myself haha), and if I could be arsed, I'd dance (even though I can't dance for **** =P).
I wish I could be arsed to exercise again, but all I do is walk now. Suppose it's better than nothing =')
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haha, well at the gym i run for 20 minutes on the tredmill on level 10, do weights for about 1 hour, then go on these rowing things for 20 mintues, and back on weights for 30 mins :/

People say i'v lost loads of weight recently and look different, but i can't see any different :/
 
Untamed88

Untamed88

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I find myseLf turning to food more and more. If I have a bad day then I pop to Tescos on the way home and buy food and alchohol. I was a size 6 and now I am a 12 and I feel so much more ugly which doesnt help my SA at all.
 
fitftw

fitftw

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I buy a 14oz bag of Skittles and a 12oz bag of peanut butter m&ms about 3 days a week. I go through candy like water. It's my comfort food for my lonely nights.
 
Snowdrop

Snowdrop

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It's funny that you say this while I'm munching on croissant and chocolate :/ I really shouldn't be eating it but yeah anxiety and depression makes me turn to food..
 
AsTimeBurns

AsTimeBurns

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Yes.

I've put on about a stone, maybe 2 over the last year or so, through just sitting on the computer never doing any exercise, and eating loads of rubbish. It's not so much the content of the food though, it's the fact that I tend to eat a meal late at night most of the time, because I get hungry before bed, so that just sits there and doesn't really get burnt off. Keep telling myself I'm going to change things, but I never do. So I can't exactly complain about it, it's entirely my own fault.
 
DespairSoul

DespairSoul

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Before three years i decide get skinnier because i was thinking i will have more self-esteem before i was skinny all the time but later i start eat and eat like hippo. My self-esteem wasnt going up i guess i have BDD or severe self-esteem i dont know:( OK then back to story i stop almost eating i eat only breakfest biscuits with something on,i stop eat sweets,using sugar and really i go down in 2 months about 13kg but i was also exercising. I go always from extrem to extrem i eat to much or i eat less if i want lose some weight. But this is the worse because later i couldnt stand anymore be with out food i guess im obssesed with food and my depressions help me even more to eat and mix impossible together no matter wich time is. Later of course i was like free from chain and eated so much that i gain again fabulous 15 kilo back jojo effect get me. The best is eat rarely but by me is impossible eat like that. I love food to much and also i suffer mentaly and food is my helper to forgot about stuff for a small time and make me little happier as im.
 
bretters

bretters

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I think everyone has their vices to get through life, people with addictive personality's
often turn to something.
Im the master at this ive gone from:
Drugs
alcohol
food
exercise
back to alcohol.
Theres always something. Food is very attainable for everyone.. anyway dieting is all about will-power and having SP isnt exactly the ideal start. In terms of food im a size 8-10 now from a size 14-16 afew years ago - the only way i got my weight down is an addiction to eating right and exercise.
I wish you luck my love, will power it away.
 
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