Yeah I fear that I'm going to get fat now it's wat I've been trying to prevent for years since I was 12 and I just can't seem to ditch the eating disorder it'd making me feel rlly down hey I went from strict dieting to bulimia to binge eating then dieting and I did get normal for a bit but now it's just I eat watever and I feel absolutely yuk and can't seem to stop myselfany advice ??