I feel incredibly uncomfortable when positive things happen in my life or if it looks like things are going my way for once. I've always felt like i was born to have an unhappy/unlucky life so if anything good does happen it feel unnatural, like it's wrong for me to enjoy anything because it's not allowed and that something bad will happen as a result, sort of like a punishment for me feeling happy.
I'm not sure why i feel this way, but i have for a long time. I do have very low self esteem/self worth so i don't know if that's maybe the issue. I also have OCD and sometimes get strange thoughts about bad things happening aswell.
I'm not sure why i feel this way, but i have for a long time. I do have very low self esteem/self worth so i don't know if that's maybe the issue. I also have OCD and sometimes get strange thoughts about bad things happening aswell.