Im sorry if its gonna offend some readers, but somethings have been irritating me lately. ppl complain about how much their lives suck and how lonely they are, and then they go……oh and my girlfriend/boyfriend this and that, friends teasing me of how I dance……….contradicts the whole purpose of their post
They have a gf/bf, they got something their not alone like me.They have got somebody to back them up and make them feel better after a bad day
They complain about life but at least they have a job or go to college and have a life outside of the house. They then say how awesome their past life is, at least they know what it felt like to live a good life. My life is just as lonely, empty and miserable and shit since day 1.
Then they start boasting about their personality, and they keep going on a and on about their looks and how pretty they are. I am ugly and am obese still though i have lost alot of kgs, but when deprssion strikes I feel like just giving up.
sometimes I feel I absolutely have no one and have to face bigger struggles of everyday life by myself bigger than most. I feel so alone with not just one issue but so many issues I'm going through.
Its not like Im not doing anything with my problems either, I dont just sit down and start feeling sorry for myself all the time. I am trying my best to work out and be the person that I want to be. But i feel that the person that I want to turn out to be, wont be me for a very very long time and that means I will continue to suffer and be lonely for a very very long time.
Im sorry for being selfish and being sorry for myself. I can't help it anymore Im sick of its just always me only had to happen to me all the f***** time. Im sick of the fact that so many ppls lives are so easy they can do anything and have anything they want.
They have a gf/bf, they got something their not alone like me.They have got somebody to back them up and make them feel better after a bad day
They complain about life but at least they have a job or go to college and have a life outside of the house. They then say how awesome their past life is, at least they know what it felt like to live a good life. My life is just as lonely, empty and miserable and shit since day 1.
Then they start boasting about their personality, and they keep going on a and on about their looks and how pretty they are. I am ugly and am obese still though i have lost alot of kgs, but when deprssion strikes I feel like just giving up.
sometimes I feel I absolutely have no one and have to face bigger struggles of everyday life by myself bigger than most. I feel so alone with not just one issue but so many issues I'm going through.
Its not like Im not doing anything with my problems either, I dont just sit down and start feeling sorry for myself all the time. I am trying my best to work out and be the person that I want to be. But i feel that the person that I want to turn out to be, wont be me for a very very long time and that means I will continue to suffer and be lonely for a very very long time.
Im sorry for being selfish and being sorry for myself. I can't help it anymore Im sick of its just always me only had to happen to me all the f***** time. Im sick of the fact that so many ppls lives are so easy they can do anything and have anything they want.