Honda
Well-known member
For the past 6 months i changed aloot in my life... I have become confident, fun, sociable, people want to be with me... I started boxing non-stop, im on a food diet to stay fit and healthy, i learned salsa, met several girls, managed to handle failure and criticizm perfectly well.. Failure never let me down and i finally signed up for a masters degree for my future.. I have to say all is going well..
but suddenly today i sunk into a horrible and deep form of painful depression... It hurt me alot and started zooming into all the negative things in life... It hurts alot that literally, i felt my chest ache alot, like my heart is gonna stop or such... I never felt this horrible in my life, with all of the hardships in the past... It doesnt make sense for me to suddenly collapse for no reason.. WTF? I wana go back to track and focus again on where im going, i cannot afford to suddenly fall like this..
but suddenly today i sunk into a horrible and deep form of painful depression... It hurt me alot and started zooming into all the negative things in life... It hurts alot that literally, i felt my chest ache alot, like my heart is gonna stop or such... I never felt this horrible in my life, with all of the hardships in the past... It doesnt make sense for me to suddenly collapse for no reason.. WTF? I wana go back to track and focus again on where im going, i cannot afford to suddenly fall like this..