jonas89
Well-known member
So now it's just a week until I will leave my home country and move abroad for studies and maybe work too.
I see this is a new beginning on life / fresh start, I feel so tired here and kinda lonely tho I have great friends and family.
But Im leaving everything old and known to everything new and unknown.
I have never been abroad in my life and never really lived on my own, so this a huge step for me and Im starting to feel the pressure,,
I just went for my best friend wedding last weekend and manage to say byes to some friends there, but then I met my friend again to say a proper bye and I just kinda feel so sad now from it and yet I still need to say farewell to a few more friends and then my family. I can't imagine how that will be.
Im starting to feel the pressure on going out, I really can't relax or sleep properly or eat because my stomach feels always upset.
I feel the anxiety kicking in just going out and find my way around and getting my apartment and all that stuff.
But to make it more stressful for me is that a online friend that I have seen once in my life, Im going to meet again when Im there. She is flying pretty long way to another country, but the she wants to just a make a flight to come and see me for about like 10 hours in Denmark and go back then.
I know it's great to have a friend who wants to make that much afford for you, but I just have never had anyone who is willing to do that for me and Im so anxious that I will disappoint her somehow and that is what is making it so much stressful for me going out right now, because it change my plan really much that I was comfortable with.
But anyway, I hope everyone on here are doing good, been a while since I have been active on here.
I see this is a new beginning on life / fresh start, I feel so tired here and kinda lonely tho I have great friends and family.
But Im leaving everything old and known to everything new and unknown.
I have never been abroad in my life and never really lived on my own, so this a huge step for me and Im starting to feel the pressure,,
I just went for my best friend wedding last weekend and manage to say byes to some friends there, but then I met my friend again to say a proper bye and I just kinda feel so sad now from it and yet I still need to say farewell to a few more friends and then my family. I can't imagine how that will be.
Im starting to feel the pressure on going out, I really can't relax or sleep properly or eat because my stomach feels always upset.
I feel the anxiety kicking in just going out and find my way around and getting my apartment and all that stuff.
But to make it more stressful for me is that a online friend that I have seen once in my life, Im going to meet again when Im there. She is flying pretty long way to another country, but the she wants to just a make a flight to come and see me for about like 10 hours in Denmark and go back then.
I know it's great to have a friend who wants to make that much afford for you, but I just have never had anyone who is willing to do that for me and Im so anxious that I will disappoint her somehow and that is what is making it so much stressful for me going out right now, because it change my plan really much that I was comfortable with.
But anyway, I hope everyone on here are doing good, been a while since I have been active on here.