2010 accomplishments:
-Lessons:
''I need to find self acceptance, to feel relaxed around people, and have faith in other people and trust myself, that nothing will go wrong''.
''I need to push myself a little, because It will only make myself happier, If I reached my goals''.
Things i've done:
*Traveled by bus (haven't done that in a very long time)
*Visited Amsterdam, Auditioned for X factor with a friend, although I didn't make it, I'm happy I proved myself, while having SA!
*Performed with my mom's band, on stage.
*Partipucated in Jam sessions, singing.
*Stayed in Mental Hospital for 6 weeks. To get a new diagnose and threatment.
*Met new people, in real life, a family member, I see him as my ''Brother'' now.
*Been on holiday in a park , included a theme park, I've visited the theme park everyday, Sooo damn busy, but I did it!
*ignored the messages from a person who did broke my heart.
*Told ALL my friends about my Sexual Orientation.
*Meeting up with an old friend.
*Been to a festival in the city with my friend.
*Ordered drinks at a restaurant.
*Viewed a house yesterday, I may be living there in the future, with housemates, and coaches, i said Hi to the people who are living there, and I asked lots of questions.
*Helped my brother with his presentation. (i love organize things)
*Asked help, now I'm able to get therapy soon, and I can finally be in school again soon!!
Failures:
*Not yet in school, I can't wait to study again!
*Panic attacks this year
*Still insecure about my appearance, didn't find self acceptance yet
*Have been avoiding stuff, still homebound, I can't wait to change my life!
Goals of 2011:
-Have the most great year ever!!
-Be in school again.
-Live on my own, with coaching.
-Abroad my life as a musician. example: singing in a band.
-visit another country
-be more outgoing, meet up with friends more, go out.
-Find a nice hobby club, or sport. or take acting lessons
.
-Finnish my first book. (I'm writing about SA
)
-Have my first job. (Never had one because of my sa :