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  1. Gustopher

    this is me

    when its dark outside, i can walk with my head up and not worry about a thing. when its busy and daylight i cannot look up, i wont even use crosswalks cause of the thought of people looking at me. i know its stupid cause i think about it after but its different when its actually happening. at...
  2. Gustopher

    its so damn hard

    i cant see myself being able to become different or "normal" this is my way of thinking, iv always done it and i have a feeling i always will. im not being negative, but i cant see therapy fixing the way i react in certain situations. not being able to walk into rooms with people seated, not...
  3. Gustopher

    the effort to not talk

    for example if i see someone at work near an area where i gotta drop off some pallets ill panic and find something else to do until nobody is around, i dont like people looking at me, i become extremely paranoid that they will talk about me, or watch me as i do my work. i set up to meet people...
  4. Gustopher

    Vancouver, Burnaby

    down to meet people and hangout or something. or if any1 has something to help eaze my anxiety a bit.
  5. Gustopher

    school was impossible, share

    do many of us with these issues flunk high school? it was impossible for me, all the outloud reading, presentations,groups of others making you paranoid. if i was even 1 minute late for a class, i wouldnt even go haha cause of the thought of everybody looking at me while the door opened. iknow...
  6. Gustopher

    so lonely you picture your life with ppl you meet?

    Shown the slightest bit of affection from a girl, and you can imagine being happy with them? not to sound creepy.. but its iv gotten so lonely lately that when a girl flirts with me or treats me really nicely i imagine how great we could be together. not that it would happen cause i dont have...
  7. Gustopher

    always paranoid, share a bit

    i cant even look straight ahead when i walk down the street, for some reason i feel as if everybody watches me. i cant even use cross walks because i feel as if the ppl waiting to go are just looking. i never eat out in public i dont speak up i spend 12 hrs a day on the computer when i dont work...
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