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the music was blasting as I sang along to old classic rock bands i had burnt ona CD from over a year ago. I was feeling pretty damn good and reached for the shaving gel to begin to shave my legs. Once i was done, instantly, i got annoyed, I dont really remember why at this point but i was SO...

this in between state of dead and alive i find myself in again you are so far away but even if you were here i feel that you wouldn't care I want to be dead in the ground with only a tomb stone left as a reminded of my pathetic existance There is no point, none, there is nothing, there is an...

Do you know what its like to feel lost? To feel like you’re alone in a crowd, Yet they are all staring at you Watching you’re every move Waiting to see if you slip up Observing to know if you are normal When you know you aren’t normal And you don’t understand why, And you want so badly to be...

I know for a fact that i have social anxiety very bad, but looking at the symptoms for avoidant personality disorder make me very anxious as to wether i might have it or not... For instance when Im talking to people i dont know very well i dont know how to interact with them I feel as if i am a...

She stands there surrounded by a giant crowd everyone is here, people who have seen her cry, laugh, celebrate, She has danced with a few of them, even made love to some, She knows all their life stories, and has told hers a thousand times. She screams at the top of her lungs none of them...

for what seems like forever, to this tiny rope,as thick as dental floss. No light around me, no one to turn to, the room closes in on me. My breathe slowly leaves me, so do all my bodily functions. I cannot remember what it is like to move. Laughter is something that i used to do a lifetime ago...

I am so sick of being told "its all in you're head" or "You're over reacting" from people who dont understand and never will. I want to have a life, with friends, maybe meet a guy, have a family. Im only 18. (this is another part of my anxiety) but i can't help worrying! I feel like an alien. I...

Hello i just joined this website. I am in love with it. I love the brutal honesty of everyone, and its SO nice to know i'm not alone. I had no idea social anxiety effected so many people. Anyway, I'm 18, female. Just moved to Pennsylvania from California, and don't know a soul. lonely as ****...

I just moved here from California, and i don't know a soul. I'm 18 all i do is school online, smoke cigarettes, and watch t.v. occasionally i talk to my parents, but i just don't like them. I'm so lonely..and since i have huge social anxiety Im afraid to go out and meet people. Anyone live near...