dead

[Thelostone]

this in between state
of dead and alive
i find myself in again
you are so far away
but even if you were here
i feel that you wouldn't care
I want to be dead in the ground
with only a tomb stone
left as a reminded of my pathetic
existance
There is no point, none,
there is nothing,
there is an aching inmy chest that
needs to go away,
It has been in and out of
my life for years,
It haunts me
it follows me
it consums me
it closes the light
at the end of the tunnel
and traps me in
total darkness.

 

[BlueDays]

I have felt that too. You described that really well.

 

[Lorraine Manca]

that hurts, i hope that aching goes away from you, even though it seems like an eternity. you express yourself well