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  1. ilmatross

    My diary

    ups and downs of the past several months, I made three friends (first in years, woo) and lost them in about the same time when they saw me off my benzos and how socially inept I am. angry at my own ineptitude ive deleted my facebook, tired of seeing all the people who are friends with me on a...
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    Life decisions (I need YOUR opinion)

    So If you don't know me I have SAD and agoraphobia, which makes most eye contact and public situations hard for me But I'm so sick of this, I was over this phobia and problems the day it happened. I'm ready for change and ready to get my life back Do you think jumping into college would be a...
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    oh my god im freaking out

    i got invited to the fair by a friend i havent met yet (met her on a forum), and im getting picked up by one of her friends that i dont know this sounds terrifying im going to die hold me edit: i worded that poorly. i believe her sincerity in the situation, just having to interact with so many...
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    Post something you find beautiful

    it can be a picture, a video, a song, a painting, a poem, a phrase. anything you'd like at all :D just something to remind you what you're fighting for I'll go first: a short film. not sure why I like it so much, but I do :) YouTube - APRICOT - short film by Ben Briand (sponsored by his...
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    Mobile version of this site?

    Are there any plans to make a iOS device capable version of this site (iphone)? I tried earlier today and it's workable but with all the drop down menus my phone fights with SPW constantly
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    hello world

    hey guys, im new to SPW. Name's matt. i registered a year ago and never posted, just recently stumbled upon it again im a 20 year old agoraphobic (I hate saying that, like it defines who i am) with severe social anxiety and depression. i have a problem with eye contact and I'm a heavy drug user...
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    I don't think that they understand

    Does anyone else with diagnosed agoraphobia have a severe problem with eye contact? if someone is in my prefrial vision i freak out and start to shake, make uncontrolled muscle spasms etc I have to leave the situation immediately and this has caused me to drop out of college its so bad I've...
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