ilmatross
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ups and downs of the past several months, I made three friends (first in years, woo) and lost them in about the same time when they saw me off my benzos and how socially inept I am. angry at my own ineptitude ive deleted my facebook, tired of seeing all the people who are friends with me on a website for no reason at all. tired of seeing them live their lives.
bendered hard on xanax and klonopin and now im in withdrawal shaking and throwing up, massive massive dysphoria like the world is closing in around my head
the other half of the production team ive been making music with ditched me and in a round about way i got told to **** off
music is all i know, and now i dont think itll go anywhere. i have no means to support myself.
ive never been this suicidal in my life. i dont know how to tell my loving girlfriend that everythings crumbling and im about to kill myself. what worries me more is how little it would matter besides to her whichever way I decide to go.
bendered hard on xanax and klonopin and now im in withdrawal shaking and throwing up, massive massive dysphoria like the world is closing in around my head
the other half of the production team ive been making music with ditched me and in a round about way i got told to **** off
music is all i know, and now i dont think itll go anywhere. i have no means to support myself.
ive never been this suicidal in my life. i dont know how to tell my loving girlfriend that everythings crumbling and im about to kill myself. what worries me more is how little it would matter besides to her whichever way I decide to go.