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Still feeling much the way about this. I'm trying not to psych myself out about it. It's feels weird getting back into making music more, frequently. I am partly worried that it won't be like it was before. In that, what if I'm not as productive or as prolific in my output or coming up with...

Feeling quite anxious about getting back into my old daytime routine after 4 years of being stuck in a rut.

Looking forward to getting back intae making music again. Got my new computer desk — which fuckin' massive — built with help from my sister and brother-in-law. Though, am no sure if, in retrospect, that 6 month hiatus of me doing feck all and not making music is good or bad? 🤔 Not to fond that...

I wish I had someone in my life that I could rely upon, and who'd help me when I asked for their help, instead of having to fend for myself a lot of the time. Ah guess that's asking too much, huh? 😕 It's quite tiresome having to do most things myself, because most of the time when I ask for...

Apparently, in every argument I have with any of my family — regards of how trivial — I'm always wrong. 😠😡🤬

Fed-up! Fed-up with feeling that I'm obligated to do stuff by my family. Fed-up with the fact I'm never allowed to say "No" to them, and refuse to do what's been asked of me because ah don't feel like it. Always got tae people please... Most of all I'm fed-up with constantly being let down. But...

Well... I finally realised that my mother doesn't care about me. Or, should I say I've had confirmed, after years of her telling me otherwise but her actions and hostility towards me telling a different story. We were arguing about the weekly grocery shopping, as far as the amount we're...

Why am I constantly aasked to give my opinion on whatever the f🤬k my family are arguing about? My oldest sister is always asking, as if my perspective means summit, as if I care.As if me being the level-headed, Zen as f🤬k calm - the yin who is always trying to defuse an intense, shouty...

Can't bloody cope anymore. Now, I'm expected to start doing more than I already do around the house. Or, so I've been obligated to by my oldest sister. As if I haven't given up enough in the last nearly 2 decades looking after our mother. Any chance of a social life, my education, living on my...

Ultimately wondering why I should even bother anymore. With anything, really... Living. Making music. The lot... it just seems so pointless. I'm just doing one ‐ the music - to distract myself from the other, really. Apparently, my oldest sister thinks my mother should confide in more, but she...

Fed-up with having to listen to why my oldest sisters constantly fight, and how the middle sibling is forever being pondered to. :mad: Ah, welcome to my life. Constantly being f🤬kin' ignored... having my life dictated by a parent who acknowledges she treated me like crap and still continues to...

They have indeed! Formed in the mid-90's but didn't really breakthrough until late 2000s. I'm more of a fan of their earlier music, though. Mainly because I got into them during my teens.

Better than I was a few days ago, physically. Not as lightheaded. My nose is still blocked, And I'm still spitting up phlegm. Which is... lovely! Naw, it's fuckin' minging! But, my bout of flu is slowly going... so that's good. :) Mentally, I'm not so grand. Depressed. Anxious. Worried. Kinda...

Bloody awful... Now my mother's also not feeling well. Same dizziness, sore throat and lack of energy, like myself. 🤧 I hate feeling like this. 😔

Resident guitar expert?! Who, me? Yer taking the pure piss, right? 😏😂🤣 Anyway, my thoughts on that Overkill song. Good intro. I like the dynamics of the bass with, is that an octave or chorus effect? And how it builds to that fade in transition to the heavy main riff. Which is really good...

So, according to my oldest sister, I was "pretending" to be a sleep when she stopped by this afternoon. F 🤬 k off! Pretending?! Aye sure! It's not as if I never got to sleep properly until 4 o'clock this morning, eh? Up most of the night coughing and feeling dizzy. :mad: And I'm inconsiderate at...