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  1. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    I'm not doing particularly great to be honest. Ever since my birthday, really. I've been feeling quite down and depressed. Miserable, actually. That's a better way to describe how I've been feeling. What happened? Well, I realised just how toxic my family are, but don't really know how best...
  2. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Hey folks ! Long time, no see. Well, things haven't been going so great, lately. Between my laptop crashing, having a family emergency to deal with, and the usual toxic family drama for whom I'm the emotional punching bag. I get complained to, but am not allowed to complain myself - say how I...
  3. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    How am I feeling? Well, I've become increasingly more and more depressed as within the last month or so. Increasingly aware of how my family who supposedly "love me" treat me like crap. Still, even as an adult. How I'm constantly guilt tripped, and made to feel like the bad one whenever I...
  4. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    I haven't been doing particularly great, lately. 😟😔 Feeling pretty depressed about things, the usual family drama stuff. I'm pissed off and fed up that I seem to be the only one who genuinely cares.
  5. Graeme1988

    How was your holiday around Christmas? And also, New Year's resolutions!

    Well, my mother's tangent about my sisters and how they treat her, which was vented at me on Christmas Eve didn't help. Christmas Day just didn't feel as though anyone was happy to be there. It felt tense and awkward. Not that there were any arguments, as would occur in the past. But it felt...
  6. Graeme1988

    How was your holiday around Christmas? And also, New Year's resolutions!

    Oh, that's a good resolution. Thanks for suggesting it. :)(y)
  7. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Hi lily Sorry to hear that you're not feeling great at the moment. I'm not ignoring you, sorry if it felt like that was the case. I do still want to talk to you, it's just I've been having an issue with my internet/broadband and maintaining a secure connection. I'm constantly having to...
  8. Graeme1988

    How was your holiday around Christmas? And also, New Year's resolutions!

    Mine was okay, kinda. I mean, I spent Christmas with my immediate family. Just my mum, my nieces, my sister and their partners. The atmosphere was slightly awkward, not because I was feeling particularly anxious. Just that it felt like – with exception of my nieces – we were just going through...
  9. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Getting sick fed-up with my mum constantly venting at me all the time, when she's not actually talking about me. 😠
  10. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    I'm feeling quite stressed at the moment. Doing Christmas shopping up until a few days ago isn't great. Next year, I'm going to tell my mum that we're going start get presents ordered a few months earlier.
  11. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Truthful...? Not particularly great. I've wasted a year of my life trying and failing to teach the guitar to one of my family members. Though, that isn't down to me not knowing how to play the guitar. I don't know how or if I should bother planning out the year ahead (2024)...In terms of...
  12. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Ah wish I had someone in real life that ah could just vent to about how am feelin'. No one in my family seems to care about how am doing, just constantly I have no excuse for feeling how I do. That I've got it easy. Ha! If only... Also, a few days, my mum said that I don't care about her. Yet...
  13. Graeme1988

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    👆 Well, thanks to this free movie channel that's available via Sky and Freeview TV here in the UK, I've started buying movies on DVD again. Couple that with my mother's love of Steven Segal films and her fairly recent newfound love of Jason Statham films. And... Needless to say, we've gone a...
  14. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    I don't know whether to give myself a wee break from making music. I've been kinda getting back into the way of things with it, lately. But am kind of worried if ah take even a couple of months oot then ah'll lose the momentum I've got within the last month or so. Also, this last month of...
  15. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Well, I'm back to feeling miserable and depressed. Can't really be bothered doing much. Don't have the energy to... even though, I should take care of myself. Funny how having to justify why you don't want to leave your own blooming house to your oldest sibling for umpteenth flicking time can...
  16. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Yes, I do... Or possibly more than one, actually. 🤔 As my SoundCloud profile is quite varied in terms of music genres. And, that being the case, my initial thought was: Maybe having logos that correspond to each of those music genres? 🤷‍♂️ 🤔 I'd really definitely appreciate some help, Molly...
  17. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    How am I feeling lately...? :unsure: A bit... Meh! 🤷‍♂️ That about sums it up. Not exactly happy, but not particularly sad. I've come to terms with the fact that the only person I can really rely upon, is my mother. I've accepted that it's pointless asking for help. Not when it comes to...
  18. Graeme1988

    Post your favourite music

    Don't know if it's a good or bad thing that I still relate to this song? 👇 Regardless, this band 👆 got me through a difficult period of my life. As did many of the rock/metal bands I was listening to at the time.
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