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I feel like crap — worse than I felt yesterday. Hardly slept much at all last night. I hate not feeling well. And I'm pissed off that my mother still undermines me every time I try to do, or actually do something, for myself. Every time. She did it again, yesterday. :mad: And.. I just feel...

Oh! Sorry, lily, didn't realise you'd messaged me. I'll just check my PMs and send you a reply.

A wee bit unwell, but I'll just soldier on as best I can. Rest when I'm feeling lightheaded, and not forcing myself to do things when ah don't huv the energy. Aside from that, I'm having some self doubt about my musical abilities. More so my ability to teach a complete novice an musical...

Dumfries Musicians | Facebook Just thought I'd share this Facebook page I recently joined, which cover the history of the music in the region of Scotland where I'm from. 😁🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

Och! Ah guess I can let the 6 month gap between me accepting this collaboration request and the guy finally getting back to me to confirm he still wanted to work with me slide? :unsure: I shouldn't really, but I'm going to. Even though given how he more or less frickin' begged me to work with...

Oh crap! 😧 Probably should've waited and got back to the fella after I was done with my current song collaborations. 😬 But that's me, always being the first to go: "Aye, sure! Nae bother". Then realise what I just said "Yes" to, and slightly freak out over it. 🤦‍♂️ Anyway... I got back in...

Thank you, lily. :) 😆🤣 Brilliant!

Thanks. 😁 I'm still a bit in denial about those comments referencing Van Halen, though. I don't think I'm that good... 😏 Never even notice the obvious similarities until that initial "Van Halen vibes" comment was left on that guitar riff idea. You can thank FountainandFairfax for that one. He...

Awww... thanks. 😁 (y) Not at the moment, but here's the last guitar idea I came up with at the start of 2021. New projects are in the works, though. I've secured a rock song collaboration with a singer. That recent guitar idea actually got me it. She's got some lyrics, a vocal melody and a...

Awww... $h!% !! I'm finally gonna do something I've put off doing for the last 2, nearly 3 years... Set up an Instagram account for my music, and start uploading videos. 😬

Nervous... really nervous. 😬 I think I've "fixed" that song that I was just asked to rewrite nearly a week ago. And I've gone and done it in 2 days... :D It's been a while since I wrote a song within that amount of time. Or, rewritten in this case. I just hope the singer is happy with the...

This wee breakdown actually did me some good today. After I had a good cry, I felt a bit better, not by much, but it made me focus. And, as a result, I think I've figured out how to fix that song I was recently asked to help rewrite.

Well, that's it! It finally happened... I've had an emotional breakdown. 😖 😢😭 That's been a few years in the making. Just building and building. Until this morning, when I realised my mum doesn't care and has no real interest in changing for the better. It's better being in denial, innit? Just...

Just realising that I have no real confidence in myself whatsoever, really. Other than when I'm doing summit creative, which is quite sad. 😔😟

Oh, please, it’s obscene. You focus on others And just pick apart their dreams. It’s fucking mean.

Yeah, I can relate to that, sadly. My family can be the same sometimes.

Okay... just took this advice, and wrote out the key points for the voice memo I need to send, with prompts in brackets next each key points to make sure I remember what to reference, and lose my train of thought. There's 9 key points in total, with the prompts making up an additional 11 things...

Yeah, I tend to let anxiety talk me outta doing stuff that I want to do Thanks for the advice, but I'm not sure where it's best to start as far as writing down the key points? Mainly because I've got a lot of information that I need to convey in this voice memo, and convey clearly. As well as...

A little pissed off that my mum is constantly dismissive when I call her out for the things she says to me. Like today, how she thought it'd be "funny" - in response to asking me what I was up to, and me replying that I was working on that song I've agreed to rewrite the music for - to say in a...