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  1. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    I want to withdraw before people do more damage to me. Kindness is a mirage.
  2. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Feelings I haven't had for 20 years surfacing. Such complication and turmoil. I want it to stop. I will keep my distance tomorrow.
  3. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I want to withdraw again.
  4. Kiwong

    How much has rational-thinking strategies worked for you?

    Medication and exposure therapy has helped me the most. And reducing diet cola.
  5. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    Need to get busy, I am starting to mull over things that aren't helpful. Like developing feelings for someone who has been kind to me at work.
  6. Kiwong

    lack of any intimacy

    I value company, good conversation, my pyschologist tried to convince me to pursue intimate relationships. Progressing to being able to enjoy company of others has been a huge step. I don't know about the next step to intimacy, usually unrequited in my long experience.
  7. Kiwong

    Guys a question for you

    Ok. Man-spreading pisses me orf on planes. When the man sitting next to you spreads out. Digging his elbows into your ribs, spreading his legs into your personal space. It is almost a form of territorialism. I usually fight back with a quick nudge with my elbows, and push and shove with my...
  8. Kiwong

    Exercise Log

    Thanks Lily, good on you for exercising. Today I did 10km. 34km this week.
  9. Kiwong

    do you like to groom yourself?

    Not really. Although I discovered shaving cream in hospital. Much less discomfort when shaving. I have my hair cut short so I don't have to comb it.
  10. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    subtext- Some people I talk to have a tendency to have a way of using sub text in their conversations. They speak some words more softly, a statement they really don't want you to hear. They mumble the words under their breath. Then there are those who like to communicate their displeasure with...
  11. Kiwong

    rate the last film you watched

    Dunkirk 7/10.
  12. Kiwong

    r you doing anything for x-mas?

    I am going to visit my sister on the other side of the country.
  13. Kiwong

    Name 5 things you're afraid of

    Driving in a car with someone in the passenger seat.
  14. Kiwong

    Fear of age, time speeding up

    I understand how you feel Adios. I had a stroke in June. I faced my mortality straight in the face. You think how many years do I have left? Better get started on all the dreams I have.
  15. Kiwong

    How SPW site has made me feel...

    My thoughts are that you shouldn't really get that worried that much about a forum. The true place to look for support is the people around you - family, friends, health professionals. A forum is a place to be able to express myself in some anonymity. I have had some support from some great...
  16. Kiwong

    The "Last Thing You Bought" game.

    A collared paisley shirt, similar to the one leas singer of the Church wears. Also a pair of hiking boots.
  17. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    The world is so much easier if you can put a positive vibe out into the it. Walking around with a smile and joy in your soul. People respond and smile back. You get back the vibe you put out. It says I am happy, I have good intent, I am ok to appraoch. It disarms people. Trouble is when...
  18. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    I watched one of my favourite bands The Church, live at the State Theatre. They were great, played the whole Starfish album. And then after a break they olayed many more of my favourite songs. After wards I was walking along looking to play the videos of the concert.on my mobile phone. An...
  19. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I would have reckoned you are a well known member, Fountain.
  20. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I have a massive blister on my foot. Proves I can run, which is a kinda joyous thing.
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