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Life is ****ing gay. I leanred this for the past 20 years. I'm saying this cuz tonight and for the past 24 hours i've been on facebook waiting for an aplication to release a new thing that everyone wants. and i leave for 2 minutes to take out my contact lenses...BOOM its released and its all...

So today i had my classes as usual (russian language) from 830 to 1030. anyway, during the class I got a text from my cousin's gf's brother, asking if I wanna come get high after class so of course, I went. He was 'sick' today so he didn't go to school . Anyway, I went over we smoked up and...

I go on facebook tonight and I got a message from this girl who I went to high school with and she was best friends with this girl me and a couple other guys used to hang out with and go out to the movies or something. Anyway I haven't talked to this girl in so long and she messaged me telling...

So ya, since the weekend when I started taking my new meds along with the other one I take I've felt relaxed, calm, rested and almost no anxiety. I only took the pill twice, on sunday and monday night cuz it does make me sleepy during the day, but I'm planning on taking it tonight and the rest...

I know I've seen this posted on here before, but its probably been buried somewhere in the forum. Anyway, I was at Wendy's yesterday night around 8ish. I was by myself of course eating, not many people in there, but of course everyone else was with someone. Anyway when I'm sitting I can never...

I was at the doctors today and he gave me new meds to help me try and sleep better at night and he said it also relaxes anxiety. So now I'm on two types of meds, 30 mg of celexa and 15mg of remeron...I don't know I never heard of it before. Anyway, I'm gonna take the first dose of it tomorrow...

Well its 2:30 and I'm stuck here at school till 7:30. I was looking at my final grades earlier and they suck. I failed a class and got a D and C- in another one. Right now I'm sitting in a 3 hour class where all we do is watch movies. It's not that bad, but It still is very boring. I haven't...

I posted this once but it didn't go. I was saying Since I was born my grandparents raised me. Well now my grandpa is 87 I think and my grandma is 84. Anyway, my grandma has Alzheimer's disease and it's really been making me feel bad. I've always seen my grandma as someone who I can connect to...

Well the title says it all. Kinda came out of no where. I was on msn and one of my friends told me another good friend of ours was moving across the country for RCMP training. It made me think that while everyone is putting together the rest of their lives, I've got no plan. I'm at a dead end...

First day back to school after christmas break. This morning I felt like it wouldn't be so bad and I might like it. I thought that since I started taking a stronger does of meds back in december it would help, but i still felt bad. I thought if I got back around people it wouldn't be so hard...

At my university we got an Olympic size pool. I really love swimming, but I hate doing new things on my own. I wanna get some exercise, I got time to kill before or after a few classes, and lately I've been thinking of goin to the pool. Ever since first year I've thought to myself 'damn I wish I...

Ok I'm a little loaded tonight and I wanna ask you guys' opinion. I quit my first job back in august. I quit cuz I didn't want to work during school, but the main reason was I don't think ppl liked me. I remember one time a couple of guys were mocking me, which I cant stand cuz in high school a...

I figured that anything you do that embarrasses you I tell myself in 100 years who's going to care? Sometimes it works other times it doesn't. I thought I made this notion up on my own but one day I watched The Terminator and it was said in there, I was kinda surprised. But seriously next time...

Well it wasn't bad at all actually, and no offense to anyone who was alone, I've had my fair share of those. But I was at my cousin's gf's house for dinner, her friend came over and too and then my other cousin and some other friends. I couldn't get drunk cuz I had to pick up my brother later...

So I got my ear pierced yesterday, no one had a problem with it except my cousin that is always giving me a hard time if something doesn't go his way. Since he saw it last night all he's said is I'm gay and how stupid it is. I fuckin hate that. He's the only one!! He's got tattoos that are...

I've wanted to get my left ear pierced since I was about 15. And now 5 years later I still wanna do it. But I just don't know what my family and friends would say. I really wanna do it but if it looks stupid I'll be stuck with it. And wat if in 10 years I don't want it any more? I want it right...

Christmas eve my mother had a party for the whole family, once it had died down I got pretty drunk and hung with my cousins. Christmas day my mother made me get up early and make breakfast with her and father cuz my grandparents and aunt were coming. My brother or sister didn't do much to help...

I don't do much these days but I feel as if I need a weeks vacation. Somewhere tropical and I can just sit on a beach during the day and maybe go on long walks at night and hit up a bar or something. I feel stress from simple things, for example I was putting up the Christmas tree the other day...

Well I thought I'd share something with everyone who will be alone on the new year. I probably will be and this is the one thing I've found that makes me feel sort of...ok. I dont know I think it depressing and nice at the same time. I hope you enjoy! :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CpvYoY4juLc

The past couple days I've felt kind of...hostile. Not toward people around me but like towards people who might I don't know get in my way? Like for example if I was somewhere if someone tried to pick a fight with me I'd be more than willing to fight them. I've had a couple dreams where I beat...