Has anyone else ever felt like this?

[Tab]

The past couple days I've felt kind of...hostile. Not toward people around me but like towards people who might I don't know get in my way? Like for example if I was somewhere if someone tried to pick a fight with me I'd be more than willing to fight them. I've had a couple dreams where I beat someone up cuz they were fucking with me and another one where me and a couple people robed a store. I didn't feel bad in the dreams I felt like I deserved the right to do it. And now I feel like I want to do something where I'd feel....on edge. I know I wouldn't actually beat up someone or rob a store but these dreams I've been having make me feel like I'm alive.

I don't think anyone can relate but I'm just throwin this out.

 

[Sad-Kitten]

I have somewhat had this feeling to like if while i was walking to the mailbox and someone picked a fight with me. I know this probably won't happen but sometimes i feel a little on edge. Perhaps it is a defense mechanism falsely telling ourselves were tough?