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If you could chose 1 super power to have what would it be? I'd chose being able to read minds, I think that one is self explanatory :lol:

Tonight I was with my cousin and my other one was suposed to come too but he ditched me. we were suposed to all drink but the 2 of us did. Anyway, I thought things were going good for me but they rnt. I was at the doctors a couple weeks ago and I got my meds boosted. Since then I've felt pretty...

During Christmas holidays everyone is out doing things with their friends or boyfriends/girlfriends. For as long as I can remember I've always wanted to be with someone special for the holidays. Christmas isn't so bad, we usually have a family Christmas party, except last year when all my...

I FINALLY finished all of my essays, 1 of which was due in october and the other on novemeber 20th, the other one is due tomorrow. I got extensions for the late ones so all three are technically due tomorrow. Anyway The last one I just finished no more than 5 minutes ago. Its pretty bad its...

I know this guy, informally he's my cousin's gf's family friend who is 17 I think and he's got SA. I have him on facebook, his family knows he's got it but his mom and dad are a little hard on him. I think he's going to therapy but I don't know if I could offer him any advice. Should I talk to...

Ok. People have told me that I need to put myself into social settings to get over my problems. They think if I take meds it's only 'masking' the problem. I tried explaining to them that it doesn't work like that for me. No one will listen. It makes me depressed and mad that people around me...

I found this video the other day, and it really shows how I feel. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzNza21A2uo

Well I'm not. Monday I felt really anxious at school but somehow managed to pull through the day. So I got high that night to try and relax a bit. Next day I was feeling pretty good cuz of the weed the night before and I told myself I was going to start one of 3 papers I have due in less than 2...

Tonight I went to my cousin's gfs house. I got very very drunk and I still am. I wanted to make out with his gf so bad. I ask if he would care and I asked her so many times. Then his sister and her friend came over so I asked her friend if I could make out with her. She didn't want to either. I...

Today was pretty good as far as being social goes. I did a couple things that I wouldn't normally do. First I had to call the RCMP (Canadian police) cuz my friend used me as a reference. He's trying to get a job with them so they needed references. So I called and I didn't seem nervous at all...

For the past couple weeks all I could think about is getting high. Everyday thats all I want to do. It doesn't interfere with me doing other things but I just can't stop thinking about it. Since last week I've smoked about 5 times. I love it I'm so relaxed and I'll talk to almost anyone. The...

After realizing how good i feel after smoking weed while on my meds, I think I'm starting to like it more and more. Smoked a couple joints tonight and it's pretty sweet. I wish I could go to my classes high hell I wish I could be high 24/7. But I know I need to keep it at a minimum cuz I don't...

I have a mid term tomorrow for one of my classes. I'm kinda worried cuz the things I've heard about the professor aren't good and shes really tough. I studied for 2 hours tonight, which I think is an improvement for me cuz every time I think of school work or the university I feel anxious and I...

Someone explain to me how the chat work here?

Well the whole day I've been depressed and tonight I went and bought myself some vodka and been drinkin it since 7. I feel good but not great. I tried talking to my cousins who pissed me off last night but they are so stupid. I feel like posting something cuz I haven't talked to anyone at all...

This will be a long post so be warned now. It started off as a typical night. My cousin (call him Fred) wanted me to come to a restaurant with him and his gf. Of course I wasn't sure at first but he finally convinced me to go. So we picked up his gf (call her Jackie) and she didn't look very...

Well I was driving home tonight and a cop out of no where pulls me over for speeding and (apparently) running a stop sign. I actually wasn't as nervous as I thought I'd be. Took forever to get it over with and all I got was $75 fine. Would have been more but he reduced it, I think they always do...

I'm so angry, pissed, and anxious, and everything else right now. Heres what happened: I had to go with my cousins gf to pick up her brother at his friends house. I wanted to get the hell out of there before the mother got home because this lady is fucked in the head. Anyway! once she arrived...

Well I went to the doctors today. I never felt so anxious in my life. Anyway, when I started talking with him he actually knew more about it than I thought he would. Apparently he was treating someone else too. He prescribed me celexa and is going to see me again next week. It feels good to...

Well today I went to school. It was before 830 and I was not in a good mood. I had some reading to do. I looked at it and it was at least 50+ pages. I was going to skip my first class and read it but i read a few paragraphs and it was all a bunch of bullshit. So I thought to myself Thats It. I'm...