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It was my birthday today (the 20th) and well it was a pretty dull day. Didn't do anything and no one did anything for me. Well I bought myself a gift, bottle of vodka, enjoying that now its the highlight of my day. Anyway, a few friends wished my happy birthday and I'm great full for that. But...

Well I've finally decided I should go to the doctors. Of course I probably will chicken out on calling to get an appointment. And it would be one of the most nerve racking things I've ever done. If I did go how do you bring it up? Anyone have any good ways of doing this and does anyone think...

yet again I'm writing about school. I had my first 'full' day today and I couldn't stand it. I hate everything about it. I don't think I can possibly make it. I never thought I'd say it but I started thinking of dropping out. But if I do what could I possibly do? I've made it 2 years so I got 2...

I want to get rid of this so bad. I hate not being able to connect with other people. I want to become a somebody. I want a life, friends, and a family. I want a career. I want to stop being afraid. I want to be able to stand up for myself and stop feeling bad. I want confidence and a self...

I was looking at pictures on facebook and i specifically remember being mad or depressed when they were taken. I knew at the time they were taken I'd probably look back and wish I could re-live what was happening. Well I was right. You wouldn't be able to tell from the pics that something is...

What is it like to have a girl friend? I've never experienced it but I'm curious to know what it is like. Is it different from being single or what? I mean do things change once you get a gf? If so what sort of things?

So, I had a few drinks tonight and thought I'd make a post. I'll probably wish I didn't tomorrow though. There's so many things I want to talk about but I feel if I post lots of new topics people will think I'm looking for attention or something like that and they will get annoyed. Theres so...

Lately I've felt lost in life, not to mention quite lonely. Third year university starts next month and after that I only have 1 more year left. Then I have no idea what I'm going to do. I don't have a career lined up or a plan at all. I've got no one to talk to about these things. I've got no...

This has been bothering me since it happened and I can't stop thinking about it. I'll try and be brief: I was at my cousin's gf's house, she had a friend over (not one for looks) and we were all in the basement and she starts tickling me. After a few minutes of this I started to get annoyed. She...

Last night (Sunday) my chest felt really tight and it was difficult to breath. I thought for a few seconds I might die. It came out of no where, but since Saturday night I think I had some form of panic attack. I'd rather not explain it, and then the next day at work didn't help at all, and I'd...

I'm in a really retarded situation. I'll try and explain it as best I can: It all started on Canada Day, my cousins and I bought fire works as we usually do for this occasion. Anyway they were going to stay the night at my house. Then they brought their gfs. Then another friend of my cousins...

Which is what i will be in 20 years. I'll be 20 in September and I've never been in a relationship or even tried. I know I've mentioned it many times before but if a girl becomes even a little interested in me i can't stand it and I'll avoid it. Don't know why. So ya, I think I've created the...

So my classes start in September but I have to register for my courses in two days. I keep putting it off and off to look up the courses I want to take. I have to choose five courses but I know of 1 for sure. I've been taking Russian for the last 2 years and the professor is great and...

So lately I've been thinking. If I had lots of money say millions of dollars, would my SA suddenly go away? I figured money gives most people respect and you feel more confident about yourself, like the way you look the car you drive the house you live in, etc etc. If someone offered you 5...

So tonight, I was going to one of my friends houses I usually go to with my cousins, and my good friend from work drove by as we got there. Anyway long story short I got my cousin and his friend to come along to some restaurant, had a beer, went back to the original friends house drank some...

When I look back, there's been so many opportunities for me to go out with a girl. The only problem is I wouldn't get close to them. They weren't the best looking girls, but weren't the worst either. One of my problems is my standards are so high. I can't change that. I also feel that if I don't...

I'm feeling depressed tonight for a few reasons and I got no one to share with besides on here. So, my 2 cousins I hang out with a lot are going to some girls cottage in a few weeks and can't go cuz I'm working (go figure). I kinda want to go it might be fun but chances are I'd be bored but...

I don't know why but I sometimes feel like I need to tell someone I exist. I can't explain it but I feel like as long as I'm remembered I won't be seen as a nobody. We are all going to die one day but as long as you make a difference in the world and be known you will be immortal. For example...

I've had a few drinks tonight and its probably the only way I can talk about things that really bother me without holding anything back. So as i said before I always think about the future and what it will be like. But with the current state of the world it doesn't look to good. Yes in the...

How many people on here were bullied at school? I know I was, theres probably dozens of threads on this but I ain't lookin. Often I find myself thinking of if I had a kid who was being bullied at school what would I do? What could I say? How would I make it so they wouldn't get fucked up like...