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Crap ! :mad: Things just don’t seem to be working out for me lately. :cry:(n):(

Kinda hard to forget when, in my case, that’s how it’s been most of my life. Just sayin’... Anyway, I have said I don’t actually intend on spending the money if I get it. Even Thanks Fountain. :)(y) Here’s hoping at least, eh? Though I might see if there’s a way to get some income from the...

I will. Assuming I'll be entitled to the backdated payments. But I doubt she'll take me seriously in pointing this out. She never does... Case in point, I've been telling her for the past few months to stop opening any mail that's addressed to me. But she just uses the "Oh, sorry, ah forgot n'...

Still not feeling well. Didn't get much sleep because of my sore stomach. On top of that, I'm depressed about my situation. The only good is I might be getting some backdated disability benefit payments, going back to 2013. But my mother seems to already have it spent, as she dropping hints...

Ungrateful, inconsiderate, can't-understand-normal-thinkers... the f*ckin' lot o' them ! And, yet again, it's my fault... :mad: 3 photos printing poorly, despite me saying my printer ink is running low. And the middle child goes f...ckin' psycho over this. "Well, git tha f...ckin' ink then!"...

Why won’t they listen to me for once...? But, no, they’ve always got to get things their way. Even when I tell them what they’re asking of me can’t be done for certain reasons. :mad: Am always compromising for their sake n’ d’they thank me for doing so...? D’they f…ck!

Exhausted, lately. Dealing with ache n’ pains, main in my right shoulder. Why? Nay idea to be honest. :unsure: Stressed out with, and about, Christmas. :( Mainly because, for another year, I have been blackmailed into joining in the festivities. :mad: Despite making it clear in the last 12...

Seriously, another one ?! :eek: Whoa, that’s mental. o_O Ya git that I’ve only been writing music for over a year noo, right? :rolleyes::LOL: I must have a knack for songwriting after all... ;)(y)

It's a few years too late for the whole tryin' not to be damaged by the insanity, unfortunately. :((n) Just sayin'... the damage seems to have been done. I've felt caught in the middle of the dysfunction since I was a wee lad, so it's not surprising I've become as withdrawn and wary of people...

It’s difficult to not be, lily. Especially when I’ve made more of an effort than my sisters to actually try and sort it. But my mother doesn’t seem all that interested in changing her way, or looking after herself properly. :cry: It’s like watching an alcoholic or drug addict in the grip of...

I know... none of them seem to acknowledge that, though. Or, if they do, it’s more outta self-pity in an attempt to shame me for pointing out how $h!% things have gotten over the year. But somehow, that’s comedy to them... me pointing out all the dysfunctional pish. It not even the being...

What’s it gonnae take for you to actually change, huh? D’you just not want me around, cuz ah’ll go. Either by moving out or killing myself. Am no jokin’ when ah say that, either. Cuz I am f…ckin’ sick o’ you being so dismissive of every piece o’ advice ah give ye ! :mad: Believe or no, I am...

Only got 2 more songs to upload to my SoundCloud account, then it’ll be back going over the 30 plus ideas I was working on before July 2017. :oops::rolleyes::eek:

Disheartened that, no matter what I do for my family, they always seem to react angrily whenever ah do summit wrong. :(:cry: That’s a normal reaction, yet when I get pissed off, I’m reacting wrongly. :mad:

Whoa !! It's seriously that good, eh? :DThat's the 3rd instrumental of mine in a row that you've said is soundtrack worthy, Loyal. (y) Though, my oldest sister said the exactly same thing, after hearing just the first 20 seconds looped through my stereo speakers while I was still putting the...

So, without sounding too arrogant, it’s awrite that ah think of myself as a better musician than YouTuber, Monica Punk? And, probably a better guitarist as well; having been playing with myself for 14 years. :LOL: Which is worse: the fact she’s pish at the guitar? Or the fact she turning to...

Ah wish song titles were easier to think up... :unsure: Also, getting a fair bit of interest on SoundCloud. Like reposting ma music so actual music industry types can give me feedback on it. :eek:o_O

I was stlll wide awake by 4 o'clock this morning. Mostly just watched YouTube videos until I dozed off. :LOL: