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Hopefully everything will be fine. Anyway, best o’ luck, nonetheless. :)(y)

Sorry this is a daft question but: is that easy to do? Just asking cuz I’ve been considering giving that another go. Despite my drawing ability not being as good as it used to be. Ah did attempt to teach myself how to draw using a tablet and Paint Shop Pro - sorry, showing my age there with that...

Okay... feeling a bit weird now. Did my mother just take on board my complaints yesterday about how my nieces were pestering me most of the day yesterday? :eek: Cuz she just gone to see them, rather than my older sister and her kids coming to visit. o_O:oops::confused:

Guess ah should just accept that the last few years is how ma life's gonna be... To be fair, ah never really hud much o' a life, really. Just constant battle, yin efter the other, to merely survive. Raised by and around dysfunctional folk who ah dinnae particularly like in all honest...

Not doing so good... ah leave it at that for now. :cry:

So, eh, apparently my older sister still believes our mother “runs after me aw the time whenever I ask something of her” :LOL: Clearly she’s forgot how summer through to latter part of 2017 went... cuz I rarely ask my mother to do anything for me anymore, not since getting ma orthopaedic surgery...

:D(y) Thanks, Loyal... I'll go with that. Also, if my initial idea isn't that good, I can always mere or incorporate it into another instrumental.

Didn't Connolly get the all clear on that prostate cancer? :unsure: I'm almost sure he did, unless it's came back recently? Anyway, my sister sent me a link, last night, to the interview Connolly gave to the Daily Mirror recently where he talks about his life being near the end. :cry: Made me...

Oh, and I’m still annoyed about summit that happened yesterday. As usual, my mother and sisters had a good laugh st the expense of the point I made about boundaries and personal space. But hey, my hyperactive, loud nieces like me more than their mother. Not that it’s competition... :LOL: So...

Creatively uninspired... should probably stop doubting my initial ideas. :confused:

Today was going great until ah mentioned and asked if I’ve had a letter back regarding those backdated disability benefit payments. My mother, just says to me: “You’ll probably no git them anyway”. Cannae even be the slightest bit positive about anything. :mad: Needless to say, I’m pissed off.

New year, same old family... they can’t seem to do anything for me when asked. :mad: “Oh aye, ah’ll dae it tomorrow, awrite?” Next day: “Eh, sorry, no the day” For my birthday, ah think I’ll ask for someone ah can f…ckin’ rely upon as my present 🎁

Might be a shortlist... :LOL: But a list of accomplishments nonetheless. :)

I try to, but also find it difficult. Especially when it comes to believing in my capability to achieve something Enjoy the lunch outing, lily, :)(y) I’ve not done much today, my lower back is still causing me discomfort, despite the pain relief I try. :cry: Hopefully it gets better soon...

I’ve kinda been wondering if I’m going about this wrong by uploading individual songs to SoundCloud ? :unsure: Am probably not, but ah might upload a full album at some point. I’m considering attempting a concept album or EP. Or ah might try n’ compose a soundtrack. :unsure:

Well, I have struggled with depression and anxiety for a young age. So, probably... Mainly because I spent much of my life being told by my mother and one of my older siblings that I was useless and good for nothing. Not that there weren’t moments where they said something good about me, it’s...

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