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Is "Ah don't know" :idontknow: your go-to answer for every question I ask you? :omg: :kickingmyself: Cuz I'm getting really fed-up hearing those words all the time. Sorry, but yer not exactly helping change my opinion of you as a parent or redemption yersel', Mum. Maybe it's not the colour of...

Stop doubting and contradict me... If you believe I'm the more "sensible one" then please show me that courtesy, eh? Ah only mock yer intelligence cuz you huv a habit of saying dumb stuff - and yer hair colour... Oh, and would it be too much to ask for you to be more positive, huh? Or do I need...

Why d'you pick the most awkward time to discuss things with me, huh? Every-f*ckin'-time ! So, now ye want to talk about me moving out n' why ah shouldnae dae it?! Piss off! Ah gave you plenty o 'chances, and actually try to breach the topiv but... Naw ! A scowl n' the silent treatment from you...

How many more months or years of my life d'ye want me to waste, eh? :thumbdown: I'm getting fed-up being burden with your problems. I know it means f*ck all but I've got my own issues. Ye think ah f*ckin' enjoy being the scapegoat and the son you should've raised, but ye couldnae be arsed to...

Well, if you talking about being social and overcoming fear, then yeah. But if it's anything like my dysfunctional family situation, then it's the "F*ck it! Bring on the chaos, don't care anymore" mentality. :thumbdown:

I'm with ya on that one, Pug. :thumbup:

Me too. :sad:

Really...?! Yer playing the "Don't leave me or else I'll kill myself" trope? F*ckin endless you are! Pathetic, even. D'ye think yer life is a f*ckin' Shakespeare play where the lovers die by their hand in the end? D'you just not want me to be happy, is that it? If so, yer succeeding to the point...

Never gonnae learn, are ye? Ya always make it about you, eh? Always the bloody victim, always this negative attitude. Yer more dour, dreary n' depressing than a f*ckin' Scottish summer. Nay time for self reflection unless yer lookin' in tha mirror, of course. And you huv the nerve to say ah...

What now then?! Where d'we go from here? You've said sorry. And...? Now what? Is that word supposed to suddenly just make everything you put me through irrelevant cuz it's in the past? Sadly, it ain't for me. I've got a constant reminder of the side of you which you are always quick to deny...

Your treatment of our mother for the past 5 months has been appalling. :thumbdown: And here's a reality check for ye - she priorities you over me. So, next you accuse her of doing eff all, you do well to remember that. And, what good is reading this book when yer attitude is utter shite?

Agreed! My older sister said that to me a few months ago and called me pathetic and over-dramatic for saying I feel like killing myself, sometimes. Believe you me, it took a lot to resist smacking her in the mouth. :mad: Cuz she said that after she made a huge bloody scene - shouting and...

Thistle :giggle: Sorry, huvin a wee bit o' cheeky fun with this thread to take my mind off the family drama going on around me. :bigsmile:

:bigsmile: That savage response was just the laugh I needed after the day I've had. :sad: :giggle: :perfect:

Would I be taking the "coward's way" out if I took my own life right now? :question: :sad:

I know for a fact I never will be. I think the damage is already done. Considering the amount o' manipulative shit I've had to put up with from my argumentative family. :sad:

Ah can't take much more of this. :sad: :crying: :kickingmyself:

Asking me to justify why I drink alcohol... F**k off! :thumbdown: Whit, being Scottish isnae a good enough reason?! :veryangry:

Same here. This is what I want from my own family.

So, eh... Want tae explain how in thee f**k caring for you is somehow my responsibility - when don't let me care for myself cuz of my disability? :thumbdown: