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Not currently... don't have a driver's license, unfortunately. Plus, I don't think I'd pass my driving test to get one o' those wheelchair accessible cars. That's no just my low self-esteem chiming in, I've never been great when it comes to test or exams, due my slight learning disability.

Really, really tired. Haven't had a good night's sleep since straining ma back... :( Ah'll be happy once this year's done with. Though, I'm kinda anxious about how 2019 will pan out for me. I wish I had enough money to book myself into a hotel for a few months, just to get peace n' quiet.

Yeah... sadly I got similar comments from the actual teachers as well.

Attending 3 concerts over the course of 2 months... no wonder I've felt so knackered lately. :LOL:

Given the circumstances, it’s probably why I remember it. And it happened pretty late at night. But that is my only recollection, well... that and I vaguely recall my mother frantically arguing to be let beyond a police to get my oldest sister’s house at Park Place. Then we all walked downhill...

NEVER FORGET Lockerbie falls silent to remember 270 people killed in plane bombing 30 years ago in Britain’s worst terror attack Lockerbie bombing: 30th anniversary marked with poignant 'walk for peace' | London Evening Standard While I, or none of my family who were impacted by the tragedy...

;)(y) Thanks lily. I think I’m gonna need a lotta luck,,. :LOL:

Can’t sleep... strained my back this morning. Been in agony for most of the day. :cry:

Never questioned why, really. I’ve always thought being raised in a dysfunctional family contributed to it. Y’know, rarely being heard or listened to when I spoke. My mother being very straight n’ to the point when she spoke. When yer raised in a family where the slightest, silly thing can cause...

Good to hear, lily. :)(y) I got a limited edition comic book from my sister and her fiancé, despite only asking for £50 from each of them to, maybe, put towards me getting another guitar. Not that I’m complaining, at least I got something to open on Xmas day this yr. :LOL:

Well Christmas wus’nae a total disaster this year. Nowhere near the catastrofuck I was expecting. And I got a surprise Christmas present, something I also wasn’t expecting as I never told my oldest sister to buy me anything. So that was nice of her.

;):LOL: Naw ! But, seriously... I will probably try n’ do the following: 1. Learn how play the guitar better, ie. playing guitar solos 2. Learn how to play the piano properly 3. Hopefully make a few of music albums 4. Teach my sister a song on the bass guitar before my birthday 5. Get back...

I can relate... monotone voice n’ all. I’m mainly afraid for the same reason as you stated. Though, in real life, ah think my appearance plays a big part in me feeling fearful to approach people. But then, my own family have said I have an intimidating presence about me, due to not be skinny and...

Well, yesterday went without too much drama - thank fuck fur that! Aside from that, I've been stressed out since last week. Between having to get photos printed for my older sister to my mother falling and hitting her head n' scrapping her knee a few days ago. :cry: Anyway... Merry Christmas...

That’s what I do... straight after the food, it’s back upstairs to my room for me. :LOL: And it’s not exactly a fun atmosphere anyway in my family around this time o’ year. Tense, everyone on edge. Watch what ya say, in case you make a joke at someone’s expense and they flee into a rage...

Does’nae really feel like Christmas... well, except for the usual family drama that comes to the forefront every year in my family. :( My oldest sister just went off on yin this morning about my mother’s habitual grocery shopping habit and how much is being overspent as a result. Something I’ve...

Anxious... I really don’t want to spend time with my family on Christmas Day. But, sadly, I’m obligated to do so. :(

No, you're not the cause of it, lily. It's more the the fact that my mother feel down the stairs the other day and didn't bother tell that that had happened. So I've got her to keep an eye on, coupled with my older sister and her kids (my nieces) coming to visit more frequently than usual.

I'm almost sure that am on the verge o' a nervous breakdown... Och, well, at least this year is ending the same as last year for me if that's the case. :(