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So... am kinda stuck as far as writing around that metal riff idea ah came up wae. :unsure: If anybuddy could gimme some tips on how tae write the bass and drums, it’d be much appreciated. ;)(y) More so the drums, cuz ah don’t know if ah should huv the drums mimicking that fast, string pedal...

Yeah, the 90s cartoons - and most of the other kids shows from that decade - were great. Good times ! More so because, midway through season 2 of Power Rangers and I think season 3 of X-Men, I got a TV in my bedroom. Just to stop me racing downstairs and hogging the TV on Saturday mornings from...

Playing with my toys. Losing myself for hours, drawing and writing stories. Not being as self-conscious about my creativity. Watching cartoons for an hour before getting ready for school during the week. Though, I don’t miss school that much — aside from a few teachers. Specifically the primary...

Apparently 3 years ago things were supposed to change and I was going to get treated differently by my mother... 3 years on, and that promise hus’nae bin kept. Mind you, ah dinnae think she hud any intent o’ doing so. Yet, it’s me who has to justify why I am the way I am. Well, being raised...

And, in keeping with theme of not being allowed to complain. It seems I’m not allowed do anythin’, either. Because... silent treatment. Can’t take the shelves in my room down, not allowed to sell some DVDs of films that ah now watching on Netflix or Amazon Prime. But, apparently, I’m the yin’s...

Absolutely fuckin’ knackered... just exhausted. I feel like ah dinnae git much time to myself, anymore. :( Cannae complain, though — not to ma family anyway — cuz that’s no nice. :mad:

Oh, the f__kin’ irony... Remember you yelled at me about no huvin’ a clue what it’s like being a single parent 2 years ago ? It’s funny how am the yin looking after your kids every time you bring them to visit me n’ Mum, innit ? Though, that’s hardly surprising since aw you dae is sit on yer...

Given how stressful this week’s been for me... due to the fact my oldest sister has had a week’s holiday and not had to deal with the BS drama and 2 kids who aren’t used to not getting their way. Why does that seem so familiar ? :unsure: Anyway, would it be wrong of me to punch her in the face...

Well, with my sister, it seems to be every few days... either it’s Facebook or f__kin’ Snapchat. And she gets on our mother about these posts going at length, even though mum does’nae bother about or use social media or the internet in general. As if our mother could explain what’s n’ why’s o’...

Sick of having to listen to my mother tell me how pissed off n’ fed up she is... as if I’m not feeling the same way. :mad: Don’t what’s worse, that, or having to listen to my older sister make a big deal about what other members of the family post on their social media accounts. “Why’d they say...

I’m also not sure whether ah should keep the riff as it is, or change it ? :unsure: But then ah also risk losing what made it stand out to begin wae if ah try n’ change it. :confused: Then there’s the fact ah don’t exactly huv a set song structure for it, so don’t really know what to do in...

Nearly a month... and I still can’t come up with a decent variation on that metal riff. :mad:

Thank fuck, my mother and I will get some rest this weekend. Been a hellish week trying to look after the 2 nieces / grandchildren. We don’t get a break, whilst my older sister just sits there in the living room on her feckin’ smartphone aw the time. And she wonders why they behave n’ act the...

Thanks. At least ah know some folk care about me. :)

Fuckin’ writer’s block.... :mad: How in tha fuck is it so difficult to come up with guitar riffs that go together ? :unsure: Also, ah kinda wishing my nieces would just leave me alone for more than 10 minutes. That’s probably why I’ve been in such a crabbit mood, lately ? Cannae get enough time...

Sick of my current living situation, yet can't do anything to change it. Anything I say just falls on deaf ears, and get dismissed as "stupid".

As with other every day for the past 2 years, wondering why tha f__k ah even bother gettin’ oot ma bed this morning. And, y’know, wishing I was somewhere else. Also, still not too happy that I overheard my mother on the phone to my oldest sister last night, and they both hud a good ol’ laugh...

Not great. Contemplating killin’ masel’... since things huv’nae got any better in the last 2 years. Don’t know how much more ah cun actually tolerate. :cry: 20 plus years and counting... Still caught in the middle o’ the same ol’ dysfunctional family drama. :mad: Having to keep ma gob shut...