I know what you're going through, at least the whole "need a job, got to school, have a life" thing. I have a retail job (not much either) and I am really trying to get to school now. Mainly because I want a better paying job so I can get the ef out of HERE and get my own place and not have to worry about people hearing my every move and letter I speak out of my mouth. I don't like living with anyone, at least not anyone I don't feel comfortable around. Anyway. I go to work and I'm the fakest of fake. I smile and pretend I'm a pro at it (I think they just like my smile I guess) and I go home to suffer more, not only financially, but in all other ways. Except shelter. A nice warm out and TV is what keeps it okay.