Well, right now I'm very upset. I just went through another episode that lasted 5+ years-my longest ever! Part of me, hopes for death, the other seeks a passionate life filled with love and creativity. The only way, I can deal with my depression, is to find activities that I'm passionate about. **** is one of them. I am going to take another ****** class next week-will try to add! I also need to find a girlfriend. I'm a hopeless romantic and as a human, I just don't work without romance...I'm one of those types that must have it! So, I need to work on that too.
I'm completely insecure right now. But, I'm going to have to find someone........