vanillabear

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Feb 18, 2014

Thanks! From you lips to God's ears. I really hope so!!

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Feb 17, 2014

Sure. Just life, or should I say the lack of it. I think it's beginning to wear me down to the point where I'm beginning to crack. Hope things turn around. One foot in front of the other. That's all I can do. Hope that's enough to get me somewhere better, soon.

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• Feb 17, 2014

No. Just trying to keep my ahead above water until some luck comes my way. I mean, something good has to happen eventually. Today, I really felt like I was coming unhinged. I haven't felt this way in months. Luckily, I pulled out of it. But, if something doesn't improve in my life, then another depression is certain.

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  Marc7

• Feb 17, 2014

I'm not really doing well now though, maybe we can pm each other on here instead of instant messaging since you are not on here a lot or just visitor message. Why? Btw how are you doing?

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Feb 16, 2014

Trying........I guess that the best I can say. I'm still trying.

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Dec 21, 2013

Hi Vanillabear! How are you doing?

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Dec 8, 2013

Hey Vanillabear. How are you doing? Hope you're well.

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  Marc7

• Nov 22, 2013

Yea we haven't should i message you? Anyway I'm doing okay, how are you?

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  ImNotMyIllness

• May 2, 2013

Hi Vanillabear! Hope school is going well!

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Apr 1, 2013

Thanks for the video. I can't wait to watch! I allow myself to enjoy a nice meal once in a while. The main focus of my diet is getting at least three servings of fruits a day and another three servings of vegetables. I also keep away from snacks (chips, cookies etc) and fast food. It's sensible and moderate. Something that I can stick to.

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• Apr 1, 2013

Last night I decided to splurge with Easter dinner. We had ham...it was soo juicy and tender. I ate a lot with mash potatoes, green beans and biscuits. So yummy. Guilt has never tasted so good. lol

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  Plan9

• Mar 31, 2013

I knew that happened any way don't worry. Not heard of that one, though apprently it is an adaptation of a UK drama (and I don't usually like those, though it was BBC and not ITV which is a good sign) but of the other hand I do like Kevin Spacey. I'm watching Oz at the moment (propper 90s), enjoying a lot more than I thought I would.

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• Mar 29, 2013

OOOO.....Wings. Yummy! I've been eating very healthy for a change. Overall, I'm doing pretty good. Better eating habits and exercise has helped a lot with my state of mind. I'm a lot more positive lately.

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• Mar 29, 2013

Hey! How have thing been going lately?

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  Plan9

• Mar 23, 2013

I did quite enjoy that, need to see season five, I've already spoilered myself now, trying to resist downloading it.

I'm liking this new avatar.

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  mismeek

• Mar 21, 2013

Still havent received it yet!

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  Plan9

• Mar 18, 2013

I loved the last episode, waiting on season 5. With Mad Men you can still re-watch it. There are some things I've really enjoyed but don't want torewatch because the suspence is gone. Watching Oz at the moment but don't especially like it

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  Plan9

• Mar 14, 2013

Never spoiler yourself! I did that by accident with breaking bad season 4, not good. The again Mad Men is more about how they tell it than crazy plot twists.

He is a bit like Pingu now you mention it. Used to love Pingu I rather liked being creeped out as a kid, loved the moomins (still do) for that reason.

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  mismeek

• Mar 13, 2013

lets wait til next week. if not then we will write again lol. I sent mine off like week 1/2 ago

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• Mar 12, 2013

Thank you! Sending you good sleeping vibes back!