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    New job and drug tests

    So, I'm starting a summer internship next week, and am pretty much freaking out. There is my normal "I hate doing new things/meeting new people" type freaking out, but I'm used to that and can hide it. But there is also a freaking out because the information they sent me about working there said...
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    Every damn Monday

    Gah...every damn Monday I get a massive stomach ache and my food passes right through me...I can't stand it, but I know it's from the stress of starting a new week...having to go to classes and be around people after two days of blissful solitude. I don't know what to do...should I not eat...
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    Oh...fu*k...

    Sorry...that is the only way to describe what just happened to me though. I get home from work, check my email...and what do I see? Oh yay...it's someone volunteering me for a huge presentation...that is to be given in 3 days...AHHHHHH. Well...I'm officially in panic mode now and feel like...
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    HELP! where's the thread on free SA tapes you can download

    Is this what you are looking for?: http://www.socialphobiaworld.com/postt6451.html The search feature is really wonderful (although a little hidden) on this site i promise...and it works very well.
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    "Friends" using you

    Another rant... Sooo..basically, all this semester people have been coming to me for help on homework and such. I find this very annoying, because this is the only reason that some of them are "friends" with me, and it takes away a lot of my free time (of which i have very little anyways)...
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    Why do I do this to myself?

    This is probably best not to read...it's just something that I need to get off my chest. This week has been absolute hell for me...I don't even know where to begin. Somewhere during the course of this week I've completely stopped caring about anything and all I have done is push people away...
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    Revealing SP to significant other

    I was just curious to get your opinion on this. Do you think it is better to let someone know about your SP right when you begin dating them, is it better to hide it from them, or is it better to just let it come out on its own? I always have thought it would be best to tell the person right...
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    Odd things you do

    As I sit here eating a sausage pizza that I picked all of the sausages off...I was wondering what are some of the oddest things you guys do. Obviously one really odd thing I do is get sausage pizza, instead of cheese, and pick all of the sausages off of it before i eat it...I have no idea why i...
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    I'm now a manager...yay?

    just a rant read if you want: Well...this is my 5th year working as a lifeguard, which I hate with a passion but I am able to keep myself occupied in my time down. Unfortunately for me this makes me a good worker...so I get more hours, and now I manage when the other managers are out of town...
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    Random Question.

    I doubt this is related to social phobia...but maybe it is. Anyways, sometimes when I'm listening to someone I get these urges to shout something completely random at them...like during one of my lectures about a month back, I just had this urge to start cussing out the teacher. I really have...
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    Schizophreniaish question

    Don't really know where to put this...so...in off topic it goes :P So lately I've been starting to realize all the weird things I do...starting to freak myself out, but anyways this one has been bugging me for a few days. Basically I was just wondering if it's considered "normal" to talk to...
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    Telling someone about SP

    I really hate constantly asking for help, but i searched for an answer to this and didn't really come up with a solution. Anyways, what I was wondering is how should I go about telling my friend I might have SP? I want to let him know so that maybe he can help me go see someone about this...
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    Same shit different day

    It only seems right to introduce myself by stating my problems and asking whether or not I really do have a problem…so ill do just that. (yeah I know…oh no not another one of these…meh you don’t have to read it if you don’t want). To start off, I’m 19 and currently studying to be a Civil...
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