Recent content by SplosionDude

So it's easter holidays and i've got 2 and a bit weeks of time to kill. As much as I don't enjoy college, it's better than holidays. Holidays make me realise just how pathetic my life is. I'm 17 and whilst everyone is going to parties, hanging out with each other, etc. i'm inside watching tv...

Hey, I was just curious if anyone on here hurts themselves or has ever resorted to hurting themselves when they get overwhelmed by everything that comes with avpd or ocd or whatever challenge you have in your life? Also, why do you do it? i know it's different for different people. I do it...

I do nothing interesting over the weekends/holidays at all. Whilst other people go cinema or house parties or whatever, I don't have many friends i can meet up with so I usually just do hw, watch films/tv, play video games, etc.. Whenever i'm asked about it, though, i always feel under pressure...

So there's this girl who actually talks to me. Sometimes we spend breaks together, etc. Probably the closest thing to a friend I've had in a while. The problem is I just can't stop overanalysing our conversations. Everytime after we've talked I always end up convincing myself that I've ruined it...

Okay, so tomorrow is this annoying history debate thing where you have to argue some statement. Needless to say, this is the sort of thing I competely hate. I can see myself now stuttering, shaking, etc. in front of everyone and confirming to everyone I am a total freak. As well as this, I'll...

I know people say they have bad handwiritng, but mine is seriously bad. It looks like a 5 year old's. Anyway, today we had an in-class test and, when I finished, I looked down at it and just felt horrible about it. As I left the room I heard the teacher ask 'is this Jake's...?' in a 'Jesus, I...

Hey, don't post much on here (usually just browse). So the first proper week of college is almost over and it's horrible. People try and talk to me and I end up looking/sounding like a freak! For instance, I was looking for my tutor room and so was this other girl. She asks me jokingly if I'm...