Phoenixx

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Sweet nothing will get you nowhere Phoenixx.

Again, time. You'll forget it and maybe even laugh at it yourself in the future! Or I could just MIB you.

Thank you. I'm taking Psychology right now, so I can become a mediator and give people advice. It's nice of you to say that; I usually think that what I'm saying is either stupid or makes no sense, but it seems that I get proven wrong at every turn.

Give it time. We all embarrass ourselves every day, so the people in your class will most likely forget what happened to you and remember how they embarrassed themselves. Let me tell you, I embarrassed myself badly in high school once, but, within a few days, my class forgot it ever happened and left me alone.

Phoenixx, if I've learned anything through my 19 years of living, it's that we all trip up and make a mistake sometimes, but it's what we do with that trip-up that determines whether it's a failure or not. Don't get so down about it, okay? Study up on what you didn't understand and make up for it on the final exam. As for your intro to the class, I'm sure that they didn't think of you as an idiot. If anything, they just thought that you tripped out or you're nervous/shy. On a side note, don't put so much weight on what people think; they don't know you and you'll only be with them for a few months. Go do something that makes you happy and calm.

Yeah, I know. But, girls in general scare me and I didn't want to put myself out there, to risk rejection. On a side note, I love it when people say, "I/Girls don't bite!".

We were, silly::! I had just never got around to sending you an invite; I was kinda scared, to be honest::. Here's to the continuation of a beautiful friendship (and maybe something more)!

Thank you for being so caring. You're a very sweet woman.

I don't mind boring. As long as I don't have to interact with people, I'm good::! Of course, I'll have to do that at the end though::. Yeah, I can pretty much volunteer anywhere. I'm thinking about doing this thing where I read to the blind; I get to do something I enjoy and they'll never know who I am.

Nothing much yet. All we've had to do is get handouts and watch movies and hear speakers talk about the business of the Social Works field. Well, other than that, I have to volunteer. And type papers.

I'm failing my Social Works class. I can get help for it and I plan to go see my teacher about my grade this week. Of course, that won't stop my family from yelling at me. Well, I suppose music helps alleviate it and not talking.

Phoenixx, you must have forgotten who I am! I'm the Deadman, he who breaks rules and makes the impossible possible! I could come to see you anytime I want!

My Spring Break starts on Friday. The only thing I'll be doing is (trying to) relax and listening to my family yell at me about how I'm failing a class. Hopefully, I can also get this "I" key on my computer fixed as well. Well, when you do head out for Spring Break, dial me up! I want to be able to bug and flirt with you in person.

Thanks for being honest. But, I don't really know what flirting constitutes, to be honest::! Teasing's part of it, but that's all I know! So, what are your plans for Spring Break?

Curious. I've flirted with you a few times in the past, haven't I? Well, the irony (I think) of the situation is that I'm a probable gynophobic in real life or just really scared of girls for some other reason::. I'm not being a bad person with my flirting, am I?

Hey Phoenixx, how flirtatious do you think I am?

I made you laugh and smile! I'm glad that I made you happy. You deserve it.

No problem. I don't mind telling the truth. I want you to hear this so you can "know" it, then "believe" it. Well, we, of SPW, will do all that we can to block out and replace those negative thoughts, okay? I want to see you shine like the bird you're named after!

Not if Phoenixx, when.

Phoenixx, please ignore what those people told you. You are a very attractive young woman and any man would be lucky to have you. You're smart, ambitious, kind, and I just know that you are extremely pretty. I hope that you find your inner beauty soon.

Well, I guess his attitude is exactly why people like to watch his show. They like to see him get pissed off and fly off the handle with the contestants. Shock value, I suppose. Well, you'll always be a four-star chef to me (even though I've never tasted your food::!). Maybe, one day, I'll get the chance, yeah?

Oh, well, I see. It's gotta be hard for you to face that fear. Well, *pats you on the shoulder* Deadman would like to see what you look like one day. So, did anything cause this fear of being in front of a camera Phoenixx? I hope I'm not prying into your personal life too much; please don't be afraid to tell me so.

I hope I'll have some fun with it as well! That way, I won't have to go out and eat all the time::!

Why don't you like Ramsey? And you don't like cameras? Is that why I haven't seen your picture yet?

My mother's trying to get some cooking skills in me too! It's kinda scary for me because I don't like getting hurt or dealing with raw food, but I'm getting better! So, will I see you on Iron Chef or Hell's Kitchen in the future?