Recent content by mienaino

I know I'm probably going to get a lot of flak for this, but... I often hear about how people do things or do not do things "because" of social anxiety or the like. This is a misconception. Anxiety doesn't make you do anything. If you miss school, or if you don't have a job, or if you can't...

...and in Japanese, to boot. My worst nightmares have been confirmed today. This is to be my final oral exam. That leaves me two months to spontaneously explode repeatedly at the mere thought of it. Any suggestions? (Currently considering shooting myself in the leg, then I could go in to take...

I might just be going out on a limb here, but does anyone else find everything to be the most beautiful and marvelous, and all at once bleak and tragic, during the descent into depression--as though every waking moment is a perfect work of art, and yet too horrible for words? And then at the...

This one is a bit of an experiment. (Read the first column down) Red Sun Rising Rest in peace, starlit sky Every light that never shines Dust collects, forgotten, veiled Spear of guilt strikes impales Unity in blue reverse Nebula inside a verse Raked apart, forsaken truth Invaded, violated...

Are there any musicians among us? I thought this might be a good place to share what of our music we have recorded and get some honest, on the level feedback. Links or widgets or whatever works...

I'm hesitant to post this. Actually I wouldn't post this at all in my right mind, but I'm feeling rather carefree and sleep deprived at the moment. Tell me if it's awful, and be honest. The subject should be fairly obvious. 35mg Death You are the best thing god ever made You take away the pain...

Re: SPW Title Just going on a hunch here, but I'd say none of them have SP.

I have been thinking lately about why this started. Why am I anxious? Temperament probably has something to do with it, but a history of bad social experiences surely must have had the greatest role in bringing this to bear. At least, I think so. Then, when considering why I'm so ineffective in...