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    Pee feeling?

    Does anyone else get the feeling they need to pee a lot even though they don't? I know it's not a physical or medical thing, i'm pretty sure it's down to nerves and me telling myself I have to go to the bathroom. I HATE it. As soon as I lay down in bed, even though i've just peed I think "I...
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    Moving away - constant state of anxiety.

    I'm moving with my guy from the West Coast to the East Coast. It's a wholeee other way of life. I already moved here from another country for him, and this is a work promotion for him too. I don't really like where i'm at, but moving to an entirely new place all over again, learning the new...
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    Mental Health Charities

    I know there are some charities espeically for mental health, such as MIND in the UK. But it really gets on my nerves that there isn't so much awareness over these things than other charities like Cancer research, Children and animal charities. I guess mental health charities wouldn't make for...
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    Lost someone I love deeply

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    Hey everyone! I haven't posted on here for about a year I think. But i'm back and wanting to get to know people on here once again. So umm, I'm British but I live in Cali, i'm moving to NJ Feb 5th. And I have 4 babies (my kitties :P ) I've since been diganosed with BPD "traits" I went thru a...
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    Another thread about self harming, also eating disorders etc

    I found these videos on youtube, and one of them really made me realize we do self harm in different ways. Eating disorders, cutting etc. I know myself (whether some of you want to believe it or not) struggle hugley with my self image and my weight, everyone says i'm not fat & have a great body...
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    REALLY not doing good right now

    Yeah so i'm having one of those spaz attacks when you flip out, know what I mean? I'm home alone I just wanna go to the store and get lots of alcohol and cigarettes even tho i gave both of them up 2 years ago... I feel like cutting myself again and I just took 2 xanax. I wanna scream and cry and...
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    Too much at once! Argh!!

    So tomorrow my hubby and I are driving about 6 hours to see his family because it's his neices 4th Birthday and there's a big party, great a bunch of people I haven't met :? Also I always get the "I love your accent, where are you from? Crap and I can't stand that. I guess i'm meeting his...
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    Won't be posting on here anymore...

    I don't want to make some dramatic exit because I'm sure most of you don't know who I am and don't give a damn anyway haha. But I just wanted to say, my therapist sucked so I'm not going back. My hubby and I moved into a lovely house which is great but the stress overwhelmed me and I guess one...
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    I am ugly and unnatractive. That is how I think about myself, I just got back from therapy and she said she see's a very attractive person, so did my medication doctor. And we're trying to get to the bottom of why I feel so damn ugly. Is there any good reason to justify this? No one has ever...
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    Sexual side effects???

    This is embarrassing but... I am taking Cymbalta and Clonazepam (klonopin) and altho my sex drive is fine I can't reach orgasm. I get to the point and just cant make it over the edge, I have managed to on the drugs but barely. Anyone else experience this on either of this drugs, I'd like to...
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    Post your picture thread

    scyth gave me an idea in the Crush thread to make a post where everyone who wants to can post their picture or pictures. So go ahead and post yourself, remember you can always edit it out if you change you mind later :wink: I'm not going first.... LOL
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    Why are people so interested in what you're doing?

    I don't get it, are people really that interested in what someone else is doing? it seems so. This isn't just the SA/SP speaking but haven't you noticed when you're in a grocery store waiting in line and the person behind you is watching every move you make, looking at every single thing you...
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    SICK of it!!

    How the heck am I supposed to start feeling better and learning "relaxation techniques" when I have the scum of the earth living below me in an apartment. They blast their music with their bass up non stop, it rumbles thru the walls, floors and even the couch so loud it's louder than our TV and...
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    Guilty or Innocent?

    This is The Guilty Game. Next to the questions, put your answers as either guilty or innocent. Guilty if you have, innocent if you haven't. The number of guilties you have, is the number of years in prison you are sentenced to. 1. Dated outside your race? guilty 2. Given a hickey? innocent...