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    Post what you cannot say

    I love this thread, great idea... Here goes.... I don't know why you all did what you did to me. I know I'm not perfect and am limited because of my anxiety and depression and because my mom is so overprotective of me. Most of you were accepting back then and showed me that happiness and...
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    When you've hit rock bottom

    I don't really know how to start, so bear with me... Since January I've been feeling incredibly depressed and my anxiety is worsening. For a while I thought I was doing alright, because I was actually talking to a few classmates and they liked talking to me. So I felt like I was getting things...
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    Borderline personality disorder

    I think I have borderline personality disorder...it actually explains why I can't keep relationships and constantly change my views/opinion of others. Does anyone else have that? :question: And how do you cope? :O
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    "An American Crime" movie...

    So last night I was feeling kind of upset. And so I usually watch things that are sad, to make me feel better (relate to pain, in a way). Weird, I know, but still. I looked up some movies and found "An American Crime" and saw a trailer and decided ok I'll give it a go. I watched it, and...
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    A serving of mood swings anyone?

    I'm kind of hesitant to post this....ehh.....here goes! *covers eyes and hides under table* I absolutely hate the way my mood is constantly shifting. I try to isolate myself from people, because when I see the way everyone I once called my friends now living happily, I just get upset. It's not...
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    The "HELL" that is an Oral Presentation

    So... I am an Interior Design student. I HIGHLY regret going into that. Non-stop pressure, sleepless nights, etc... The thing with this stupid program is that you're aaaalways being criticized and always have to verbally present your projects. Teachers just love to hear students speak....and...
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    Can't seem to get it together :(

    Hello world... Does anyone here feel like they can't function properly? Like we're abnormal beings that people just want to avoid like the plague? It seems that I can't interact properly with others. It comes to me as no surprise, since I've been acting this way since early childhood, but it...
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    Any geeks 'round here? :D -anime, vid games, stuff

    Ok so I'm kinda new here....just today I gathered up the courage to write stuff here...I think I signed up like maybe 3 weeks ago or 2....unless I'm wrong and miscounted..anyway!! I'm into anime, video games, drawing,reading, and all that funky weird stuff...:D Oh and I'm a 19 yr old chick...
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