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• Jan 27, 2013

Well....I'm Avoidant. I guess it's because I don't think I have anything to live for. It just doesn't seem like life is going to work out for me. I feel that I'm wasting my time. But, then there's the ambitious side of me that is pulling all of the weight.
I also haven't been in a relationship in years.........I haven't tried to meet anyone either. I just feel so depressed and hopeless.

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• Jan 27, 2013

If it wasn't for my college course, I wouldn't have done anything for the past two weeks. It's like, I don't do anything unless the situation forces itself on me and I have to act. I always wait until the last minute! I really don't have the luxury to be this lackadaisical.
AHHHHH!

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• Jan 27, 2013

:bigsmile:I can only imagine which one! lol. Thanks!

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• Jan 25, 2013

Oh, okay. So, for you it would be a personal accomplishment. I can understand that. For me, I would rather experience another country with a close friend or meet a romantic interest. ooo la la. LOL!

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• Jan 25, 2013

Me too!..........

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• Jan 23, 2013

I'm in the public library trying to stay away from everyone. But, right across from me is this old guy making grunting noises. If I wanted to hear "Where the Wild Things Are, I would have stayed at home. You got to be kidding me!

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  TheSuperGirl

• Jan 23, 2013

how'd ya say that??

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• Jan 23, 2013

4 hours of sleep and still sedated from the Nyquil. I just want my coffee. I fee like a Zombie.

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  TheSuperGirl

• Jan 23, 2013

yup......lol

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• Jan 23, 2013

5am over here. Still up and on Nyquil. I have class tomorrow at noon and it looks like I won't be sleeping.

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• Jan 21, 2013

I guess I'm weird. I've always felt alienated. I just want one person to connect with. Give me a girl that is in love with me and I'm good to go. I'm a hopeless romantic.

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  coyote

• Jan 21, 2013

thanks :ironicsmile:

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  itisgoingtobefine

• Jan 21, 2013

Thank you for the thread Reply

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  WishingICould

• Jan 21, 2013

:bigsmile:Thanks

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Jan 20, 2013

Hope you slept in! I woke up around 11am. Had a good sleep.

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  WishingICould

• Jan 20, 2013

Hi Yeah, i'd like that.

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  ImNotMyIllness

• Jan 19, 2013

Like your new avatars. One of them looks like it's from Super Mario Brothers. The heart is great. I know that feeling!!

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• Jan 19, 2013

Gladly accepts free hug! Thanks! It's just the environment that I'm in is that exact antithesis of who and what I am. I'm extremely independent. The fact that I'm living back home (this home!) is a clear indication of the depth and severity of my depression. Well, I'm awake now............what have I done with my life?!

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• Jan 18, 2013

Hey! Thanks for asking! I take it you haven't seen one of my latest threads, "on the verge of a nervous breakdown". My living situation is intolerable, it got much worse. I'm somehow going to have to make it. This will take nothing short of a miracle. Although my resilience (due to horrible self esteem) may allow me to continue with this current situation. Sigh!
How are you doing?

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• Jan 13, 2013

Someone sent me a personal message, so I felt the need to quickly clarify! I do prefer talking to females anyway. But, I'm careful (in the real world) not to set myself up as the quintessential male friend who is secretly pinning on his female interest. I use to do that in college ALL the time. I was so miserable!