Well, on start of it i was feeling really bad and few times freeze by staring on the table and i wasn't holding an eye contact with waitress, cuz he was all the time jumping there around and making faces on baby and smiling, and i was creepy nerves, but later i relax and was ok. I had very good cake, hehe, but in restaurant i didn't enjoy coz small baby always bring more people around but i guess later there i was after some time relaxed. If we went to flat there i was totaly fine little maybe nerves but not like there.
Hey, I just wanted to say I think you're very beautiful. I hope things work out with you at home and that girl at school.
No one should ever be made fun of or hated on period. I know what it's like, and it's probably ruined my life.
Anyway, I hope you find the strength and will inside you to do what needs to be done unlike myself.
Lots of love.