Yeah i that's why i keep trying tho constantly failing is not something pleasant, is it? lol. It's like i meet, let's say, 10 ppl and out of them only one turns out to be "worth it" while i lose the other 9. And that's something coz usually those 10 are shit. The problem now is not only people dissappinting me but the feeling that i must to start all over again, you know? like: Oh no, meeting new people AGAIN...meh.