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    Is it possible to be happy alone?

    Yeah it's called schizoid personality disorder https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder
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    WHY DO YOU THINK WE ARE AFRAID OF PEOPLE?

    Cos we are sensitive and most people are arseholes more or less.
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    What happened to SPW?

    Facebook happened. Forums have been dying for a long time, the newer generations hardly use them.
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    All grocery stores think that I'm a thief

    Thanks for the advice man, I like your way of thinking, except the last bit, you can't beat assholes with kindness :(
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    All grocery stores think that I'm a thief

    I never put my hands in my pockets in shops but apparently that is not enough for them, guess I should walk around with my arms raised?
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    All grocery stores think that I'm a thief

    I don't think smiling will help in my situation, they will just think I'm trying to trick them lol
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    All grocery stores think that I'm a thief

    My appearance? I'm anxious as *uck, of course that attracts their attention.
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    All grocery stores think that I'm a thief

    I'm so anxious and suspicious that they think I've come to steal. At my local store there is one employee woman who gives my so horrible death stare each time, I have a fantasy of going to their management and complaining. In wintertime I usually buy groceries in morning when there is less...
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    an experiment

    i been thinking about this: what if i quit using internet for socialising. although i'm quite asocial, i still have some need for social contact and the internet works perfectly for that, but the problem is its not 'real' for me because unlike some other SAers i dont get any anxiety online...
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    very long time

    hellllooo. its been a while (one or two years?) since i stopped posting actively and i thought maybe there are still some veterans from the old days hanging around here. we cud say hi to each other and maybe whine about how our lives suck at least as much as before :p at least mine does :roll:
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    doing things i've never done before

    hey all, something very extreme happened to me yesterday i want to share. there is this girl i had been emailing with for a while, we met in a forum related to medicine, and she has low selfesteem and shyness, but not near as bad as mines. couple of days ago i told her i found a web page created...
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    making progress

    hey all. ive made some pogress overcoming sp and thought i will create a thread we could share about our improvements. i think it could be motivational for us all? ok ill start: - i usually dont have anticipatory anxiety before little things anymore, like going to dinner, goint to stores etc...
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    childhood friends

    hey peeps, maybe there is something youd like to share about your childhood buddies? something great happened today, my childhood frind turned up, he called on the phone, it was terrible, i could barely talk, talked with him like with a stranger :oops: but anyways we decided to meet later, we...
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    funny pics

    most forums have their funny pics topics, i thought we need one too, not sure if there already isnt one but dont want to spend hours searchinglol ok here goes the pioneer hehe
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    sarcastic intonation

    i recorded my voice for the first time some time ago and it surprised me in a negative way coz it sounded sarcastic, but i didnt pay much attention to it though, it was just strange. Last week i started going to english courses and we often do tasks where have to read sentences and this...
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