Recent content by allieaust

Hi guys, ive been on this forum some time/ year/s ago. I suffer pretty bad with this social phobia thing. I feel like im going crazy because i live in my mind and have no friends. I dont drive because i cant afford it at the moment ( im sacing up to move so that i have a financial safety net)...

I have become so attachted.. it's so not funny. To actually have someone around is the greatest feeling esp when you have had nobody for years. But to have to go home and be away from this person and for this person to not really want to know you and your issues anymore.. it's just upsetting. I...

All i want is to be happy to not be sacred to be able to do the things others do without feeling overwhelmed I want to be a fun friend i want to live life like i've seen i want to be able to be content and have a friend for life i want to show others and myself that i am worthy and nice and to...

are we more sensitive to criticism ?

I'm so into this guy - i know just about everything about him, i have lived with him he has let me into his world, i have been intimate with him many times, yet we are not in a relationship. This is where i come in. I havent shown him anything of value in me - infact i have shown the opposite...

my friend is really into dancing and wants a partner to practice with when he is home... but i have great trouble in doing this.. esp the expressive parts as the dancing is suppose to be sexy and very expressive..i do the steps and turns but i just freeze and feel so uncomfortable doing to...

i want to submit my story but dont know where to? :roll:

i cant stop thinking about this person. I have lived with this person but never been able to actually be really open and friendly and i am way behind in my life to be able to catch up with this person.. it really hurts cause this person is fed up with me - time and time again i just becaime...

I know this is probably quite bad to put this on here because it makes my friend look as if he is a terrrible person, which is not the case at all. He has the best intentions. I want to know what others think though about this comment.. If your friend of the opposite sex told you he saw a...

Just wondering what goals people have? I think well if i wasnt crippled by social phobia and bdd then i would.... and that if i was considered not ugly i would... My goal at the moment is to try and get my self esteem - for which i had some / a little awhile back and than things happened and...

Trying to deal with being able to feel comfortable when going out. Bdd makes it hard because you constantly are thinking about your image and feel inferior to everyone - comparing yourself and feeling entirely inadequate. Getting up in the morning is a big struggle - not that you don't want to-...