Earthcircle
Well-known member
I am 49, and I keep thinking that surely I won't be avoidant for much longer. Surely, I won't be avoidant when I'm 55. And surely surely surely I won't be avoidant when I'm 70! But when I was 20, I could hardly believe that I would still be avoidant by the age of 30. Certainly not, given all the therapy I was vigorously pursuing. But now 30 was a long time ago, and I'm as avoidant as I ever was. I don't see any way out.