Im bored with life and im just waiting for something good to happen. Ive never been one to go on about suicide much, i dont slit my wrists but i think about just going to sleep and never waking up, now more than ever. Im not living a life im just waiting for something and i dont know what. I have the same routine everyday and my confidence is about the size of a pea. Ive been thinking about this much more since this idiot of a doctor put me down randomly a couple of days ago. It was strange and just like school. I thought i would never be mocked again after school but seems not. Thats why i never go out.
Me and my mum got into an argument the other day and her true colours came out. She said i needed to get a life and i dont want a life anymore. Im tired of carrying on.
I dont need a doctor i need a miracle.
Just start living your life. Go on a mission to discover some meaning, values, identity. happiness will come to you.
What do you mean by your mom showing her real colours?
Im bored with life and im just waiting for something good to happen. Ive never been one to go on about suicide much, i dont slit my wrists but i think about just going to sleep and never waking up, now more than ever. Im not living a life im just waiting for something and i dont know what. I have the same routine everyday and my confidence is about the size of a pea. Ive been thinking about this much more since this idiot of a doctor put me down randomly a couple of days ago. It was strange and just like school. I thought i would never be mocked again after school but seems not. Thats why i never go out.
Me and my mum got into an argument the other day and her true colours came out. She said i needed to get a life and i dont want a life anymore. Im tired of carrying on.
I dont need a doctor i need a miracle.