How are you feeling?

Rather proud actually. :3 Not this Tuesday, but the next, I'll be starting at my first job. Hey, it's non-pay, but it's a start I guess.

Also, sweaty and warm. It makes being behind this desk reeeaaalllly uncomfortable. xO
 

garry29

Well-known member
Rather proud actually. :3 Not this Tuesday, but the next, I'll be starting at my first job. Hey, it's non-pay, but it's a start I guess.

Also, sweaty and warm. It makes being behind this desk reeeaaalllly uncomfortable. xO

Ye!? What you going to be doing?
 

garry29

Well-known member
I'm gonna be in the cleanup crew in a small hotel that offers cheap vacancies to people with mental troubles. Not sure about the specifics yet, but I assume I'll be cleaning up the empty rooms. :3

That's kinda cool. I hope you have fun. I start volunteering at oxfam on monday. I think I'm going to be putting listings online for their online shop and ebay store.
 

SplosionDude

Active member
Lousy

I'm sick of thinking in social situations that everything I say has to be perfect. I have to ask all the right questions, say all the right things phrased to perfection, etc.

I've just got out of a situation where I was talking to a girl and I feel like a complete idiot because of TWO things. When we were talking about a festival, I didn't ask her whether she was going (I can't stop thinking she must think I'm really selfish/not interested) and later when she mentioned she had had a bad dream, I asked a stupid question (I think I came across weird). When it was over, she was very friendly when she said goodbye so I guess she can't have cared that much, but, for those two reasons, I feel like a total failure. WHY? Why can't these things not bother me. I swear I'll spend the next few days beating myself up about them, too.
 
Ugh, I have to walk somewhere soon. Somebody come with me to distract me from how uncomfortable I'll be. Crossing the big intersection is so stress-inducing.
 
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