DarthMessias
Well-known member
Yes...Yes...
I used to tell myself that I was content. But I've realized, who am I kidding? I'm lonely as hell.
I feel alone. Isolated. It feels like I'm in a foriegn land. I know what the words that people are saying to me mean but I don't understand them. I don't get people. The longer I am unemployed and remain out of contact with people the more foriegn the world seems. I am angry and fustrated that I can't seem to connect with anyone. The slightest word or gesture and people go off on me that I am being rude or grumpy. I feel like I am a deer caught in the headlights when that happens. I am about ready to give up. I feel very lonely.
the amount of votes to posters scares me...
lots of lurkers around here >.> <.<
*scared