Yesterday my brother's friend invited me to his halloween party. I'm not one to go out to parties...or anywhere for that matter, he knows this, so he said he'd stay by me the whole night and he'd take me home whenever I wanna leave. After hours debating I finally decided to go.
I had a costume from the previous year that was never used (my mother said my cousin would invite me to his halloween party last year... Yeah, that never happened). So I was all ready. My mother drove me there (I had an anxiety attack in the car, regretted my decision... but my mother convinced me to go... said I'd have fun).
So I get there, knock on the door, he answers (the door leads straight to the living room) so when he opens the door I step in, look inside (can you guess what happened next?). I'm standing there, I'm the only one wearing a costume, I stand there (for what seemed like an hour) frozen in embarrassment. Everyone burst into laughter... I'm about to cry. They're all laughing their *** off, they thought it was hilarious.
Oh but the worst part isn't over yet. I finally turn around walk out. I'm at about the third step when something hits my back... Pumpkin guts... They're all throwing pumpkin guts ay me (I believe there was a few eggs in there too), I started crying and ran home. I'm still crying.
It's so freaking unfair. Stuff like this ALWAYS happens to me. I'm a really nice person, I am. I don't know why everyone hates me. When you read this do I come of as a b*tch or something?
Should I just let this go? Maybe it's not their fault, maybe I'm just a big joke to everybody.
Any comments would be appreciated.
I had a costume from the previous year that was never used (my mother said my cousin would invite me to his halloween party last year... Yeah, that never happened). So I was all ready. My mother drove me there (I had an anxiety attack in the car, regretted my decision... but my mother convinced me to go... said I'd have fun).
So I get there, knock on the door, he answers (the door leads straight to the living room) so when he opens the door I step in, look inside (can you guess what happened next?). I'm standing there, I'm the only one wearing a costume, I stand there (for what seemed like an hour) frozen in embarrassment. Everyone burst into laughter... I'm about to cry. They're all laughing their *** off, they thought it was hilarious.
Oh but the worst part isn't over yet. I finally turn around walk out. I'm at about the third step when something hits my back... Pumpkin guts... They're all throwing pumpkin guts ay me (I believe there was a few eggs in there too), I started crying and ran home. I'm still crying.
It's so freaking unfair. Stuff like this ALWAYS happens to me. I'm a really nice person, I am. I don't know why everyone hates me. When you read this do I come of as a b*tch or something?
Should I just let this go? Maybe it's not their fault, maybe I'm just a big joke to everybody.
Any comments would be appreciated.