Also, and what I absolutely hate the most, is that I have these indentations or something on my forehead from wincing or cringing from the pain and getting headaches and feeling anxious. It's permanent at this point, I know it. It's easily seen under lighting. That is basically the reason why I have bangs and probably will for the rest of my life, looool.
I actually have a nice dent on the left side of my forehead. Of course I didn't notice it until my hair started to fall out, though. Although I'll usually tell people that I died a warrior's death in a past life if they mention it, I think it's from that Dungeons & Dragons obsession during my formative years. Try not to think of them as "indentations or something." Instead think how much more interesting your forehead is, and how featureless and boring it would be without them.
I took a check to the bank today and I had to actually walk in (needed more slips). I got so shaky I could hardly sign my name and fill out the deposit slip. And to top it all off, the teller was a pretty young woman. So I think I was shaky and stressed out for about the next hour.
That's pretty usual for my anxiety. Shaky all over, heartrate goes up, dry mouth, sweaty palms. Then I usually feel like a prize dunce, and do and say less as my confidence drops. Oh, and I can't forget how it always attaches me to the toilet with a rubber band, too.
