Do you ever sometimes wonder what you've done to deserve...

The bad stuff in life? Like maybe you were super evil in a past life..
Ok we can all say that 'life is what you make it' but sometimes you can just be plodding along minding your own business but someone always seems to make you feel like cr*p or something bad happens.

I'm sorry to sound like a 'poor me victim' but sometimes im almost certain the odds are against me.
Who gets what i'm saying here?

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Nope. I think people are just dealt different hands. Granted, as mentioned, we do have some control over things, but not nearly as much as we'd like to, and often not to the extent to truly fix our faults (from my experience).

xxaimsxx said:

The bad stuff in life? Like maybe you were super evil in a past life..
Ok we can all say that 'life is what you make it' but sometimes you can just be plodding along minding your own business but someone always seems to make you feel like cr*p or something bad happens.

I'm sorry to sound like a 'poor me victim' but sometimes im almost certain the odds are against me.
Who gets what i'm saying here?

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I totally get this... I can try all I want to do "good" things and hope something good comes of it... but whatever I do it seems like everyone's misfortune gets dumped on me. Makes me wonder if there's any justice in this world...

When I was little, I thought God was punishing me because I was a demon

In my teenager years, I thought I had a mision, the people who hurt me were trying to keep me from accomplishing it. It's a crazy story. I think I've talked about it before.

Now a days I think it's a learning process. I don't know how to explain it and it's too long, but it has to do with learning and maturing. You can not learn certain things in an effective way unless you go through certain situations (for example, if you didn't have a mental issue, you won't understand fully, no matter how much you studied). This learning process might take way too long, maybe many lives. The reason of why we need to learn? I don't know. If I had any theory, i wouldn't know how to word it either... It's too complicated.

I'm a crazy person, I know

All the time.

I'm honest, hard working, treat others fairly, and intelligent, but don't have anything to show for it.

So much for good things happening to good people.

I actually do think that sometimes. The previous life theory that is.. Sometimes things just happen too systematic. I'm not an overly religious or superstitious person, but for the sake of being safe I try to do as much good as I can mentally afford. Which most of the time isn't much, I have to admit. ^W^;

To furthermore compensate for all the negative things, I try to take appreciation in the little things in life.


.. Like pizza. Simply because pizza is almost the single most awesomest thing in this universe! :U

MandyMouse said:

I did wonder about that when I was younger. Then I realized that bad things happen to everyone.
It's just that different bad things happen to different people. Noone goes through life without their own bad "things" to deal with.

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It's true!!! Most mornings I wake up to lungs that don't want to work too well... I wheeze so bad and my lungs are so tight that I am not sure that my inhalers will even work. At times I wonder if my asthma will lead to emphysema... ??? It's the pits when you can't breathe, or you are limited to what you can do in life because of it. I am sure others have issues far greater than just that too. Most days I wonder what's the point of it all... We plod along throughout life wondering where this path will lead us, when in fact it will lead to becoming worm food. I'm just a pile of guts, like every creature that walks this planet. Eventually we all must face death, and for me I am starting to look forward to it.

no, i don't.. wasting my time just isn't my thing, there's nothing i can do besides accept the hand i was delt and do what i can with it

I feel the same way. I'm a good person, but bad things are always happening to me in one way or another.

I know what you mean, I still wonder. Ooh well, maybe the tides change soon or late.. Naaah, I'll always be like this and they will always be like they are now.