I'm Christian in a sense, not fully so though. To be christian is to love god with your whole mind whole heart and whole body, to have a rich understanding of the bible and to follow Christ's teaching including the ability to teach others, while I greatly respect and truly do love god I feel there is much more dedication ready for me, something I am progressing towards.
De, have you heard of the Jehovah's Witnesses? I can say for sure they put alot more of their effort in studying scripture and preaching the bible and kingdom as Jesus did than most if not all the Christian churches I have seen. I myself am attending the local hall meetings dispite SA (a struggle but im making progress) and study the bible with them.
Drivemycar/IWouldPreferNotTo/sketchy24, I think God is more than willing to forgive anyone for the majority of mistakes man is likely to do, the key being that the individual is repentant and are honestly sorry for whatever they have done.A man's heart is inclined to wickedness yes, but it can also be controlled. Know that God knows this, and knows our limits more than we do and will not ask for beyond them.
Furthermore on the religion note, it is written that false religion (as there can only be one) will simply end, in fact people will turn against it. For a while now religion as a whole has been really loosing members, and continues to do so. Eventually the true followers will become clear, however by then it will be too late.
I really wish I could remember the scripture to back up what I am saying, but I suppose it is something I need to improve on.
A thought that may be inspiring is that the difficulty in pursuing God's word fully due to SA and other difficulties is a sure sign of love to Jehovah, even if it is hard to see that in times of depression. It requires much more effort than the average human yes, but is that not dedication?