Knight1985
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Hi guys
I have spent all day on this forum reading posts all the while waiting for my membership to get validated.
I have a fear of confrontations. I mean I can do general arguments.. However if they prolongd iI get anxious and develop cold sweat. All through my life i have been an escapist. When things got tough I bailed.. Be iit a job or situations where I was bullied n harassed . I don't like fighting... Arguing etc n give up because I don't want to be harassed.
This time I'm finding it tough. Thing is my mom hired a contractor to do some renovation around the house. He did a sorry *** workn now wants ffull payment. Me being the conflictcoward ythat I am feel so miserable because i can't do shit. I mean it's so depressing.On one hand I feel my mom's alone but on the other my anxiety doesn't let me proceed. My mom's quite a fighter mind yu. I told her bout my anxieties. Now she tells anyone who asks her to b fearless that... I'm brave but my son's scared.
I don't know Wat to do... My whole life is going crazy. I'm 28 ... No job.. I stay with my momn sshe has pretty much bullied me into submission all her life... She loves me but this is killing me. I did ask her not to get the renovation done. She never listened to me. A part of me says she shud learn.... I don't know... I keep crying wen m alone. Damn u anxiety
I have spent all day on this forum reading posts all the while waiting for my membership to get validated.
I have a fear of confrontations. I mean I can do general arguments.. However if they prolongd iI get anxious and develop cold sweat. All through my life i have been an escapist. When things got tough I bailed.. Be iit a job or situations where I was bullied n harassed . I don't like fighting... Arguing etc n give up because I don't want to be harassed.
This time I'm finding it tough. Thing is my mom hired a contractor to do some renovation around the house. He did a sorry *** workn now wants ffull payment. Me being the conflictcoward ythat I am feel so miserable because i can't do shit. I mean it's so depressing.On one hand I feel my mom's alone but on the other my anxiety doesn't let me proceed. My mom's quite a fighter mind yu. I told her bout my anxieties. Now she tells anyone who asks her to b fearless that... I'm brave but my son's scared.
I don't know Wat to do... My whole life is going crazy. I'm 28 ... No job.. I stay with my momn sshe has pretty much bullied me into submission all her life... She loves me but this is killing me. I did ask her not to get the renovation done. She never listened to me. A part of me says she shud learn.... I don't know... I keep crying wen m alone. Damn u anxiety
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